life is but a dream for the dead
wow. livejournal makes me hate my life. i just wrote a whole entry then it just disappeared. wonderful.
well. i dont even remember what i wrote.
oh yeah.
well i know i havent written in this thing for like ever, its just because i've been seriously stressed out, and frustrated, and busy so yeah, deal with it. i'm just so fed up with stupid immature teenage drama. i'm so over it, and i don't let it effect me, but it just gets to a point where being immature, obnoixous, and sheer shadiness gets to be overwhelming. everyone has a breaking point.
i think i need to take up karate again to let out some of my pent up frustrations. and its fun to hit things. wow im violent.
ever since i've gotten home from italy everything seems so insignificant, and like i'm just going through the motions just so this year can be over and done with. like parts of my life are so screwed up right now, and i dont even care. being in europe just made me think of everything that im missing out on here. my life is now focused on getting good grades so that i can get into a good college and have more oppurtunities in my life then being so restricted like high school. im so ready to get out of this place. so ready.
well last weekend i had the pulse shows, everyone did awesome good job girls! don't forget, we gangstaa (lol) hahaha. and the mermaids did awesome too.
well im gonna go nap, shower, and vegitate till my stomach explodes.
shout out to britt cause shes the only cool kid who leaves me messages.
give me all your poison,
<3mere
well. i dont even remember what i wrote.
oh yeah.
well i know i havent written in this thing for like ever, its just because i've been seriously stressed out, and frustrated, and busy so yeah, deal with it. i'm just so fed up with stupid immature teenage drama. i'm so over it, and i don't let it effect me, but it just gets to a point where being immature, obnoixous, and sheer shadiness gets to be overwhelming. everyone has a breaking point.
i think i need to take up karate again to let out some of my pent up frustrations. and its fun to hit things. wow im violent.
ever since i've gotten home from italy everything seems so insignificant, and like i'm just going through the motions just so this year can be over and done with. like parts of my life are so screwed up right now, and i dont even care. being in europe just made me think of everything that im missing out on here. my life is now focused on getting good grades so that i can get into a good college and have more oppurtunities in my life then being so restricted like high school. im so ready to get out of this place. so ready.
well last weekend i had the pulse shows, everyone did awesome good job girls! don't forget, we gangstaa (lol) hahaha. and the mermaids did awesome too.
well im gonna go nap, shower, and vegitate till my stomach explodes.
shout out to britt cause shes the only cool kid who leaves me messages.
give me all your poison,
<3mere