i dont know what to do anymore... =/
well all i realy did this weekend was pretty much hang out with kay. friday i had 4N6 then i went to the mall w/ kay n everyone fer awhile. then we just went back to her house n chilled. saturday i woke up n allison came n got me at 10:30 for 4N6 again. then i went to visit gramma n went to the mall with mom=) then we went n ate at the great wall buffet. omg, that place is fantastic. o yeah, n i tried sushi. ewe. it was so gross. lol. then i went home n kay came over n we got ready n went to sam's suprise party. after a while we got kinda bored so we just went back to her house. idk... went home around midnight. came home n talked on the comp w/ andy fer a while n went to bed.
mom made a great breakfast this morning=D yay. lol. i've just kinda been sitting around watching movies n thinking about shit all morning. why does everything have to be so damn complicated now-a-days. i dont know what to do anymore... either way someones gonna be disappointed... but o well i guess. i'll figure stuff out sooner er later.
friends are so complicated. some sit there n talk shit, others get pissd but wont admit it so u can talk it out, others just use you to hang out with when their boyfriends er "best friends" arent around. idk, i guess im not perfect either but seriously, its tough knowing whos really there fer you n who isnt...