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stress- c : a physical, chemical, or emotional factor that causes bodily or mental tension and may be a factor in disease causation d : a state resulting from a stress; especially : one of bodily or mental tension resulting from factors that tend to alter an existent equilibrium
i'm stressed. way more than i should be. so i got the lifeguarding job, now i just need to pass the courses. i'm sure i'm just overreacting about it and i'll pass just fine. but still until i actually am told i have passed i won't be able to relax. plus i have this biology project due monday and i haven't started it. it's easy but i just don't feel like doing it. i was so close to getting an A in bio it wasn't even funny my grade was like 89.999. grr. there's other things i'm stressed about but i'm not going to go into depth with those.
last weekend was perfect. i wish i could go back to it. i even got to see my family XD. we went manuels after church <333 even though i was soaking wet and cold from the rain i really enjoyed just being able to spend time with them. daphnye and ayla were excited to meet my sister hah. i have no idea why, maybe to see if we resembled each other in any way? i dont think we do. actually we're complete opposites. but i still love her very much. and the rest of my family.
tomorrow's my mom's 51st birthday and it'll just be like any other day. she's stopped calling me i guess she realized i don't want to talk to her. but i almost miss her phone calls even if i didn't answer them aleast i knew at one point in her day she was thinking about me. one day i will talk to her again and my dad but for now it's best i keep my distance. it hurts but it hurts a lot worse to hear some of the things that comes out of her mouth.
tonight i have to go the 24 theatre play thing or whatever i really don't want to go but it's required for theatre. it's free...you should come. ayla is :D!
have a good weekend and happy presidents day?
bye<3
colleen
i'm stressed. way more than i should be. so i got the lifeguarding job, now i just need to pass the courses. i'm sure i'm just overreacting about it and i'll pass just fine. but still until i actually am told i have passed i won't be able to relax. plus i have this biology project due monday and i haven't started it. it's easy but i just don't feel like doing it. i was so close to getting an A in bio it wasn't even funny my grade was like 89.999. grr. there's other things i'm stressed about but i'm not going to go into depth with those.
last weekend was perfect. i wish i could go back to it. i even got to see my family XD. we went manuels after church <333 even though i was soaking wet and cold from the rain i really enjoyed just being able to spend time with them. daphnye and ayla were excited to meet my sister hah. i have no idea why, maybe to see if we resembled each other in any way? i dont think we do. actually we're complete opposites. but i still love her very much. and the rest of my family.
tomorrow's my mom's 51st birthday and it'll just be like any other day. she's stopped calling me i guess she realized i don't want to talk to her. but i almost miss her phone calls even if i didn't answer them aleast i knew at one point in her day she was thinking about me. one day i will talk to her again and my dad but for now it's best i keep my distance. it hurts but it hurts a lot worse to hear some of the things that comes out of her mouth.
tonight i have to go the 24 theatre play thing or whatever i really don't want to go but it's required for theatre. it's free...you should come. ayla is :D!
have a good weekend and happy presidents day?
bye<3
colleen