Cries out to God or just no one
I had a breakdown today, about something i didn't really expect.
My great grandmother , mimi , I started to really miss her today. I haven't even thought about her, and that makes me feel like such a bad person. She was like my mother and I cant even remember anything about her. She gave my family this house so we'd move out of our crappy ass apartment. And I cant even thank her. I really miss her. 3 people have made a real impact in my life it would be her, my uncle , and my mom.
I've really disappointed them, like everyone else. I just can't seem to do anything right. There can't be a god, because I don't think she could make something so worthless. A no body, nothing.
COMPLETE RANDOM MOMENT
I get to choose between a piercing and dyeing my hair back to black. I want the piercing more, but Willy doesn't like piercing. But we might not be together forever and if I choose something because of him, I might regret it. So I have no idea what to pick. And my dad going to freak out both ways. Might not as much with dying my hair, but still pretty bad.
The cup is not half empty as pessimists say
As far as he's sees, nothing is left in the cup
A whole cup full of nothing for him to indulge
Since the voice of ambition has long since been shut up
A singer, a writer, he's not dreaming now of going nowhere
He gave heed to nothing, and all that he was....
Is just a tragedy
So he voyages in circles
Succeeds getting nowhere
And submits to the substance
That first got him there
Then in violent, frustration, he cries out to God or just no one
Is there a point to this madness and all that he was....
Is just a tragedy
He feels alone
His heart in his hand
He's alone
He feels alone
I feel....
Then on that last day he breaks
And he stood tall
And he yelled... and he takes his life
My great grandmother , mimi , I started to really miss her today. I haven't even thought about her, and that makes me feel like such a bad person. She was like my mother and I cant even remember anything about her. She gave my family this house so we'd move out of our crappy ass apartment. And I cant even thank her. I really miss her. 3 people have made a real impact in my life it would be her, my uncle , and my mom.
I've really disappointed them, like everyone else. I just can't seem to do anything right. There can't be a god, because I don't think she could make something so worthless. A no body, nothing.
COMPLETE RANDOM MOMENT
I get to choose between a piercing and dyeing my hair back to black. I want the piercing more, but Willy doesn't like piercing. But we might not be together forever and if I choose something because of him, I might regret it. So I have no idea what to pick. And my dad going to freak out both ways. Might not as much with dying my hair, but still pretty bad.
The cup is not half empty as pessimists say
As far as he's sees, nothing is left in the cup
A whole cup full of nothing for him to indulge
Since the voice of ambition has long since been shut up
A singer, a writer, he's not dreaming now of going nowhere
He gave heed to nothing, and all that he was....
Is just a tragedy
So he voyages in circles
Succeeds getting nowhere
And submits to the substance
That first got him there
Then in violent, frustration, he cries out to God or just no one
Is there a point to this madness and all that he was....
Is just a tragedy
He feels alone
His heart in his hand
He's alone
He feels alone
I feel....
Then on that last day he breaks
And he stood tall
And he yelled... and he takes his life