soooo....it's gonna be OK
wow, senior year is like the worst plan ever. I have no clue what I'm doing and my mother is freaking me out on a daily basis. Why can't I go to Columbia, N.Y.U. or even U of Chicago? So what if they are over $40,000 a year. I hate that I can't just do it. I hate that I have to work so hard. I hate that my dad's a prick and invites us over for dinner than never calls. I hate that my mom just doesn't get me. I hate that I suck at history. All I've ever talked about is going to college, going somewhere amazing, somewhere beautiful, somewhere anywhere but here. I'm afraid that that dream isn't as attainable as it has always been in my mind. What am i doing