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What the fuck is wrong with me? I feel like I'm not worth anything these days. I'm just a wreck, I'm made to hurt people. I say and do the wrong things. I wallow in self-pity. I'm nasty and promiscuous and don't think before I speak, I worry too much about myself, I have no ethics, I'm sick and disgusting and a bad friend. I feel like screaming all the time, stupid and wrong and fourteen. I don't love anyone like they deserve. I'm so... I'm.. jesus, I don't know. But I won't let anyone help me. I don't believe them when they tell me otherwise. I don't think I've ever wished so violently that I was dead.