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Dear Jack
I am sorry for wut i did even thow you might never for give me i am sorry and i will never let go no matter wut happens! You might think just cuz this happend means that i let go but i didnt and i mean it i dont care if i have to waite 5 five years for you to trust me again i will waite and waite i swere i will be there and if i have to just hide my feelings for a bit so you can feal then i will do it as long as you dont let go! remember this love makes you so vulnerable. it opens your chest & it opens your heart & it means someone can get inside you & mess you up. you build up all these defenses. you build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person,no different any other stupid person like me, wanders into your stupid life; you give them a piece of you, they don't ask for it. they do something dumb one day like kiss you or smile at you,& then your life isn't your own anymore. love takes hostages, it gets inside of you. it eats you out & leaves you cryin in the darkness, so a simple phrase like: maybe we should just be friends, or a stupid act like wut happend turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. it hurts not just in the imagination not just in the mind it's a soul-hurt a real gets-inside-u-&-rips-u-apart pain.and i see that is what i did to you and i am sorry and i will never for give my self! but i hope some day you will for give me! always and forever!
I am sorry for wut i did even thow you might never for give me i am sorry and i will never let go no matter wut happens! You might think just cuz this happend means that i let go but i didnt and i mean it i dont care if i have to waite 5 five years for you to trust me again i will waite and waite i swere i will be there and if i have to just hide my feelings for a bit so you can feal then i will do it as long as you dont let go! remember this love makes you so vulnerable. it opens your chest & it opens your heart & it means someone can get inside you & mess you up. you build up all these defenses. you build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person,no different any other stupid person like me, wanders into your stupid life; you give them a piece of you, they don't ask for it. they do something dumb one day like kiss you or smile at you,& then your life isn't your own anymore. love takes hostages, it gets inside of you. it eats you out & leaves you cryin in the darkness, so a simple phrase like: maybe we should just be friends, or a stupid act like wut happend turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. it hurts not just in the imagination not just in the mind it's a soul-hurt a real gets-inside-u-&-rips-u-apart pain.and i see that is what i did to you and i am sorry and i will never for give my self! but i hope some day you will for give me! always and forever!