welcome back. sorta.
alright, haven't updated in almost a month. ( litearly tomorrow would be a month. k) and so lets see.
my nana passed away a week ago today. R.I.P. i love you so much and im sorry i wasnt there with you when you left. i'll remember everything. from when i was little up until 2 weeks ago when you still smiled when you'd look at me. i know how much you loved me and was proud of me. thankyou so much for everything and beliving in me. its hard without you. i see poppop cry, and mom, and uncle cory. hes not dealing with it well. because of you me and uncle cory got close and started to get along. he decided to be an ass last night and create drama and stress, take his bags, and leave and all. he said he was going back to florida because he couldnt take seeing everyone and everything. i dont konw. and so i was fuming. and i was starting to hate him like i used to again. so i come in from camp today, and hes laying on the couch. so he creates drama about him leaving and now hes back. i didnt even talk to him. im so angry. anyway, i love you nana. and imiss you. i will never forget what you looked like laying there peacefully, and that is the image i keep with me forever.
camp started on monday. today is thursday. friday is tomorrow - and i cant wait to get away from my girls for a few days. they're cute. dont get me wrong. they are. they're 6,7 year old girls. and they hang on me, annoy me, whine, complain, cry, and the whole nine yards.
im not really in the mood to do an entry, but i just kind of had to. i dont know. i'll write maybe later. peace.
july is still my favorite month. no.
my nana passed away a week ago today. R.I.P. i love you so much and im sorry i wasnt there with you when you left. i'll remember everything. from when i was little up until 2 weeks ago when you still smiled when you'd look at me. i know how much you loved me and was proud of me. thankyou so much for everything and beliving in me. its hard without you. i see poppop cry, and mom, and uncle cory. hes not dealing with it well. because of you me and uncle cory got close and started to get along. he decided to be an ass last night and create drama and stress, take his bags, and leave and all. he said he was going back to florida because he couldnt take seeing everyone and everything. i dont konw. and so i was fuming. and i was starting to hate him like i used to again. so i come in from camp today, and hes laying on the couch. so he creates drama about him leaving and now hes back. i didnt even talk to him. im so angry. anyway, i love you nana. and imiss you. i will never forget what you looked like laying there peacefully, and that is the image i keep with me forever.
camp started on monday. today is thursday. friday is tomorrow - and i cant wait to get away from my girls for a few days. they're cute. dont get me wrong. they are. they're 6,7 year old girls. and they hang on me, annoy me, whine, complain, cry, and the whole nine yards.
im not really in the mood to do an entry, but i just kind of had to. i dont know. i'll write maybe later. peace.
july is still my favorite month. no.