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i don't want to go to college anymore.
yeah, i got into some places (which i cannot go to at all because of my parents) and i got rejected to some. i'm not happy and i'm not sad. why? aren't i suppose to feel upset?
i just don't even want to go to college anymore. at all. i want to start my life NOW.
why did i even apply to college? i feel like i was suppose to do it because everyone else did and it was the thing to do. why do i really want to go?
i talked to my mom about this and according to her, no matter what i do, i have to go to college. maybe i'll just let her pick my future college. i really don't care. all colleges are the same to me. but i know she'll pick the one closest to home. ugh.
i hate this. all of this.
yeah, i got into some places (which i cannot go to at all because of my parents) and i got rejected to some. i'm not happy and i'm not sad. why? aren't i suppose to feel upset?
i just don't even want to go to college anymore. at all. i want to start my life NOW.
why did i even apply to college? i feel like i was suppose to do it because everyone else did and it was the thing to do. why do i really want to go?
i talked to my mom about this and according to her, no matter what i do, i have to go to college. maybe i'll just let her pick my future college. i really don't care. all colleges are the same to me. but i know she'll pick the one closest to home. ugh.
i hate this. all of this.