I cant' stand this feeling

[love_every_lie]

a sense of Mediocrity...if thats how you spell it, is an awful thing

but i think its a product of not thinking something through to its full extent

so i'm going to have a cleaning/meditating/sorting marathon tonight

and get things understood, maybe i'll understand and accept that time is the only thing that can help reveal feelings

i wish that there were places that just delivered delicious refreshing non-alcoholic drinks...i am so thirsty right now julian has the car in warren that we're supposed to be sharing and if i had it i'd be out buying a grocery stores entire stock of mineral water and juice