November 19, 2003
2 years ago i met an AMAZING person
He had charisma and personality.
I was amazed at his talent and knowledge on music.
I could sing any song and he would know exactly who sang it and when.
I fell in love.
Many memories, many fights...
My Christmas that year seemed so.....pleasant.
I thought nothing would ever end so bad, as bad as now.
As time went on, it seemed as if he lost faith in himself, as if he didnt care what happened in his future.
He stopped going to school and hell i dont know even know if he graduated, he lies.
Now, it seems like all he tries to do is just make me mad, make me jealous.
I stopped careing, i stopped worrying, he makes the worst descions at the worst times and i dont think i could talk to him like that ever again.
Seems like all i did was waste 2 years of life on him.
Yeah i got experience and fun out of it but if this is how we are going to be, then let it be.
I hope he learned alot about being a "good boyfriend" so he can try with someone else because all i ever wanted to do was please him, so if i do talk to him, if he does call tonight.
I will answer,
but that will be the last.
<3