No, it doesn't. I went into rehab for her! I fucking gave up so much for her! And still she hides and lies and continues fucking up, over and over and over. Still she goes back to Jocelin, after the way he treated her. She makes me so angry, and I just... I've never been this angry! I've never tried so hard with anyone just to have it all thrown back in my face!
I'm just so sick of her always keepings things from me. Keeping huge things from me and then not seeing how it could be a big deal. I'm so sick of watching her waste her life, of being this backboneless stupid girl who lets herself be fucked over- she's had so many chances and so many opportunities to change but she's thrown all of them away. And then she just lets this friendship go, like it's nothing, like she lets everything else go, because she doesn't have the strength to fight for anything. Or maybe because it is nothing, maybe because it just wasn't worth fighting for, maybe because it's impossible for anything to mean anything to her. Maybe she's just as heartless as
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First off - and probably more than you ever needed to hear from me. Not true. I'll always be here to listen to what you have to say, Tristan. I don't want you to feel that there's anything you can't tell me. After the lives we've led, I think we both need someone who understands. I can't claim that our experiences have been exactly the same, but we do seem to understand each other a lot. I won't be the one to take that away from you. I'm honoured that you feel you can share all the things you do with me
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I think I love- maybe, yeah, alright, love, every word you wrote here. I think I needed every one. Maybe you know just how much hearing this meant to me. I hope you know, you should know, when your words have an impact on someone. They had- have always had- an impact on me, and I don't think I can descibe it, but thank you, thank you, for everything you said. Thank you for meaning it. Thank you for understanding.
Thank you, Tristan, for telling me how much it meant. It is very good to know indeed, when my words have had a positive impact. I'm so glad I've always been able to give that to you. I think you're an amazing man, and you deserve a lot more good than you've had in your life so far. I think it's coming your way, though. I honestly believe there is a bright future ahead for you. Whatever happens, you'll have a friend in me by your side.
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I'm just so sick of her always keepings things from me. Keeping huge things from me and then not seeing how it could be a big deal. I'm so sick of watching her waste her life, of being this backboneless stupid girl who lets herself be fucked over- she's had so many chances and so many opportunities to change but she's thrown all of them away. And then she just lets this friendship go, like it's nothing, like she lets everything else go, because she doesn't have the strength to fight for anything. Or maybe because it is nothing, maybe because it just wasn't worth fighting for, maybe because it's impossible for anything to mean anything to her. Maybe she's just as heartless as ( ... )
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