I can't do this anymore
I'm so sick, so fucking sick of it. Sometimes I just want to end it. What is the purpose of this anymore? I wake up every morning without some sort of goal to reach for. Writing? Is that what I claim I'm good at? Bullshit. Every time I read my writing, vomit seems to be lurking in my throat. I'm sick of this fanfic world. I'm so fucking sick of this fucking fandom and the news that come with it (which, 90% of the time, seem to be bad news).
I've been crying quite a lot lately, can't exaclty put my finger on the exact reason why. Certain people, certain events. Parents, school, lack of motivation, maybe. Lack of an opportunity, maybe. Perhaps it's the situation with TVXQ. I don't know. All I know is, things have to start changing.
I've been crying quite a lot lately, can't exaclty put my finger on the exact reason why. Certain people, certain events. Parents, school, lack of motivation, maybe. Lack of an opportunity, maybe. Perhaps it's the situation with TVXQ. I don't know. All I know is, things have to start changing.