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i`ve been thinking for sooo long that SHE was the one who didnt forgive me for that day or month that EVERYTHING happened ; & for that i had sooo much anger against her , but now i know it wasnt her who hasnt forgiven ME . its ME who hasnt forgiven her . i havnt forgave her for the PAIN she let me go thru ; never lending a hand in , never caring , just putting more on me , & more than ANYTHING ; i havnt forgave her because she took so long to forgive me . since that month or day or whatever everything has changed . it was over a year ago & im STILL not over it . she`s my mom ; so i just THOUGHT it would be something that didnt matter in a month ; but it DOES . & my goal is to get a away .
sometimes ; when u go thru obstacles & those ppl who HAVENT stuck by u the way you thought they would ; u KNOW it doesnt matter . because those who you have in the end ; will mean more than ANYTHING . im happy with that :]
ANYWAYS ; my aunt cancelled plans AGAIN .. greaaaat.
sometimes ; when u go thru obstacles & those ppl who HAVENT stuck by u the way you thought they would ; u KNOW it doesnt matter . because those who you have in the end ; will mean more than ANYTHING . im happy with that :]
ANYWAYS ; my aunt cancelled plans AGAIN .. greaaaat.