Only for you.
I have some thank you’s to give out. I’d be nothing without all of you. Without the presence of you in my life, without the experiences with you, without the knowledge you’ve given me and the adventures we’ve taken, I’d never be able to carry on. I would have never ended up the person I am today.
For you, my best friend. The person who is the first one I think of when I see Paris and Nicole, or past episodes of The Simple life. The first person I think of when someone mentions the word “Best Friend.” The first person I want to run to when everything is a mess, the first person I want to call when I’m in distress, the first person I want to share exciting news with because I know that you’ll return my happiness and share the moment with me instead of portraying jealously. The first person I can’t wait to talk to after too long of a distance. The first persons voice I need to hear telling me everything I need to hear. The first person that comes to mind when I watch The Hills. You’ve changed my life. You’ve saved me. You are my angel. Without you I’d be a lonely girl, who would be too scared to go out into the world and would never feel the enjoyment of belonging. You kept me laughing when I was sad. You kept me believing when all I could see was bad. You kept me active when all I wanted to do was hide. You kept me smiling when I was felt like dying inside. You kept me happy when I was falling apart. You are one of the best parts of my life. You helped me in so many ways, I could never repay you for all that you’ve given to me. I could never replace you. You are half of my heart. I’ve grown up with you. You know me inside and out. Your house is my house. Your mom is my mom. I will always be here for you. Always. You never have to be alone. Thank you for being the person you are. Thank you for never giving up on me. Thank you for always believing in me. Thank you for giving me a place where I belong. Thank you for never letting go. Thank you for being my best friend.
What I really mean is this, What I desperately need right now is to fall fast asleep, having meaningless peaceful dreams, and to wake up with my life in a better situation. Yet, I highly doubt I'm getting any of that.
To say I'm mad would be an understatement. You're supposed to be my best friend, but you can't even be there for me. You call me your "best friend" yet you never treat me like it.
Personally, I expected more from you. I didn't even plan on telling you, or anyone else the news I shared, but your reaction was simply heartless. I admit to you how distraught and torn apart my life is and will continue to be as long as this situation occurs and you have nothing to say? Are you kidding me? After all I've done for you? After all I've helped you through? The one time I really, really, need you and you can't summon up the energy to consul me? Well then, you fooled me. I thought you were better than that.I thought that with me, you were real, not this fake presence of a friend.
For you, my best friend. The person who is the first one I think of when I see Paris and Nicole, or past episodes of The Simple life. The first person I think of when someone mentions the word “Best Friend.” The first person I want to run to when everything is a mess, the first person I want to call when I’m in distress, the first person I want to share exciting news with because I know that you’ll return my happiness and share the moment with me instead of portraying jealously. The first person I can’t wait to talk to after too long of a distance. The first persons voice I need to hear telling me everything I need to hear. The first person that comes to mind when I watch The Hills. You’ve changed my life. You’ve saved me. You are my angel. Without you I’d be a lonely girl, who would be too scared to go out into the world and would never feel the enjoyment of belonging. You kept me laughing when I was sad. You kept me believing when all I could see was bad. You kept me active when all I wanted to do was hide. You kept me smiling when I was felt like dying inside. You kept me happy when I was falling apart. You are one of the best parts of my life. You helped me in so many ways, I could never repay you for all that you’ve given to me. I could never replace you. You are half of my heart. I’ve grown up with you. You know me inside and out. Your house is my house. Your mom is my mom. I will always be here for you. Always. You never have to be alone. Thank you for being the person you are. Thank you for never giving up on me. Thank you for always believing in me. Thank you for giving me a place where I belong. Thank you for never letting go. Thank you for being my best friend.
What I really mean is this, What I desperately need right now is to fall fast asleep, having meaningless peaceful dreams, and to wake up with my life in a better situation. Yet, I highly doubt I'm getting any of that.
To say I'm mad would be an understatement. You're supposed to be my best friend, but you can't even be there for me. You call me your "best friend" yet you never treat me like it.
Personally, I expected more from you. I didn't even plan on telling you, or anyone else the news I shared, but your reaction was simply heartless. I admit to you how distraught and torn apart my life is and will continue to be as long as this situation occurs and you have nothing to say? Are you kidding me? After all I've done for you? After all I've helped you through? The one time I really, really, need you and you can't summon up the energy to consul me? Well then, you fooled me. I thought you were better than that.I thought that with me, you were real, not this fake presence of a friend.