The Truth behind the Smile
My baby's home. *smiles*
I got a tattoo on my hip bone.
Tyler is starting to get big. He's grabbing at things now. Including Mommy.
Well.. my dad never showed. Suprise suprise. I'm not gonna cry though. I spent way too much time crying over something that wasn't going to happen. But I'm not gonna smile about it. I hide what I feel too much, especially the negative feelings. And I let myself in on the truth. My dad never loved me. He loved the Anna that is on TV and has websites. He loved the Anna that bought him a Porshe and a villa in Italy. He loves the camera, the lime light. The money. Not me. Well ya know what dad... you're a prick. Because I'm the only kid you've got and u blew it. Don't e-mail. Don't call. Leave me alone. I have something so wonderful and I don't want you as a part of it. And I don't realize how you could do that to your child. Tyler means the world to me... didn't I mean that to you? Obviously not. Va te faire foutre.
I am going to go be happy now. *blows a kiss*
<3 Anna
I got a tattoo on my hip bone.
Tyler is starting to get big. He's grabbing at things now. Including Mommy.
Well.. my dad never showed. Suprise suprise. I'm not gonna cry though. I spent way too much time crying over something that wasn't going to happen. But I'm not gonna smile about it. I hide what I feel too much, especially the negative feelings. And I let myself in on the truth. My dad never loved me. He loved the Anna that is on TV and has websites. He loved the Anna that bought him a Porshe and a villa in Italy. He loves the camera, the lime light. The money. Not me. Well ya know what dad... you're a prick. Because I'm the only kid you've got and u blew it. Don't e-mail. Don't call. Leave me alone. I have something so wonderful and I don't want you as a part of it. And I don't realize how you could do that to your child. Tyler means the world to me... didn't I mean that to you? Obviously not. Va te faire foutre.
I am going to go be happy now. *blows a kiss*
<3 Anna