Fic: Sigyn/Loki/Thor/Sif/Angroboda/Jane/Steve Part 3
Title: No Boundaries, Part 3/3
Raiting: R
Pairing: Sigyn/Loki/Thor/Sif/Angrboda/Jane/Steve
Warnings: slash, het, femslash, group relationships
Sigyn wasn't sure what she was expecting to see when they found Jane.
She was expecting happiness from being reunited, lot of questions, Sif being jealous, Angrboda being her aloof self.
None of them expected to have their search end right there.
Sigyn did not expect to see Loki there, holding Jane's hand, puling her into a hug, smiling as if nothing was wrong.
She was not sure if the others could tell it was him, but Sigyn knew. She knew her husband anywhere.
Jane turned and saw them, her face brightening up so much.
His face darken slightly, but she knew that he trying to keep his composure.
Of course, she was sure that if asked he would say that he was surprised at seeing people dressing so different.
It made her angry. He was fine. He was doing just fine there, in Midgard.
She stormed pass everyone and over to him.
Before he could open his mouth, her hand connected with his cheek.
"I am tired Loki, I am tired of all of this. I am tired of not being enough. I am tired of being brought all over the world and seeing you here. I am tired of mourning and having nightmares. I am tired of every single thing. I cannot do this anymore. You left me behind and I understand now, you have made it quite clear to me, Loki. Here." Sigyn stated, removing her wedding band and forcing it into Loki's hand.
Sigyn didn't stay to hear anyone, instead she stormed away from everyone, unwilling to let them see tears running down her cheeks.
Why did she do that? Why did it come down to that?
Was it that he was with Jane? A human? That couldn't be it, because she never acted like this when Loki bedded
Thor, Sif, or Angrboda.
It is not Jane, because she seems like a strong and sweet girl, someone that Sif could come to relate to. Thor loves her and Sigyn knows that if it makes Thor happy, then Sigyn would find the best of Jane.
Angrboda, before it didn't affected her like this because she never saw them together, now that she knew Angrboda, understood her a bit, it didn't affect her.
But now….after everything she had been through.
After everything she had not been through.
Did he ever think of her?
Thor was his brother and Sigyn knew that by being with Jane, it was a way of being with his brother. She shared some things with Sif and Angrboda, that it was like being with them as well. What about Sigyn? What part of Loki's life now, does it remind him of her? Was she wanted at all?
She loved him, he was her husband. Yes, she grew to love those she was with, but he was still the first person she saw, the first person to make her heart beat. He was her first.
………………
Sigyn realized she was lost in whatever town they had found the doctor. She had stormed away, she hadn't paid attention.
Sighing, she sat down on a park bench, ignoring the weird looks she was being given because of her dress.
It was now that she realized that she should have gone with Angrboda's advice of changing clothes.
"Umm, hello?"
Sigyn looked up to stare into bright baby blue eyes, that were so gentle.
"Hello." She smiled softly.
"I am sorry, but I couldn't help noticing your clothes. Are you Sigyn?" the man asked her, weight shifting nervously from foot to foot.
Sigyn nodded in surprised.
"Oh, I am Steve Rogers, Thor came to us and asked us for our help in finding you." steve stated, sitting down next to her.
"Us?" Sigyn asked confused.
"Yes, the Avengers, we are a group of crime fighting heroes. We are trying to get Thor to join us." Steve stated, scratching the back of his head sheepishly.
"Oh." Sigyn stated, unsure of what to say to that.
"Come, I'll take you back to headquarters, everyone is there." Steve said, standing up and beginning to walk away, only to stop when he realized she was not following him.
"What's wrong?" Steve asked, walking back towards her.
"I don't think I am ready to go back and face them just yet."
Steve frowned, before sitting down next to her again.
"You want to talk about it?" he asked her, quietly.
"I am tired of everything." Sigyn stated, turning to look at him, her big hazel eyes tearing. Steve immediately pulled her into his arms and she held tightly unto him, like he was her lifeline. They stayed like that for a while, Steve flushed every time someone cooed at them, thinking they were together. Sigyn just remained there, leaning against him.
It was not until hours later, that Sigyn stood up ready to head back.
Steve walked slowly back to where the headquarters were, for the time being at least.
"Hey, I don't know what is going on, but things will turn out fine." Steve stated, not saying anything when Sigyn wrapped her arm around his.
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Sigyn met the other Avengers.
She stayed by Steve's side, feeling comfortable around him.
Tony Stark flirted with her, but she didn't correspond. Bruce Banner seemed like he had a nice heart, if a lot of worries
on his shoulder. Natasha reminded her of Sif, strong and independent. Clint Barton, Sigyn felt that something about
him was haunted. Steve Rogers was the leader it seemed and Sigyn was glad, but he was a gentle soul. Thor was the new edition. It was Coulson that Sigyn felt she could relate to the most.
After the introductions were done and people began shouting out things that Sigyn was not paying attention to, Jane came up to her.
"Loki left right after you did. He asked me to give you this."
Sigyn knew it was her wedding band; she took it back with a sigh and slid it back unto her finger.
"Go to Thor Jane, he never stopped talking about you, you know? He really cares for you." Sigyn stated, pushing Jane over to where Thor was.
In the meanwhile, Sigyn was escourted to her room by Steve.
"Thank you Steve." Sigyn smiled in thanks while Steve just nodded.
"If you need anything, my room is down the hall to the right." Steve stated before giving a short bow and walking away.
That night, Sif and Angrboda joined her in her room.
They did nothing but lie together, Sif on the couch, Angrboda on the floor and Sigyn on the bed.
"You know you are forever bonded with Loki."
Sigyn just grunted.
"I think you hurt his feelings."
Sigyn rolled her eyes but still remained silent.
"I think he was pregnant."
Sigyn snorted but remained silent.
"He really does love you."
At that, Sigyn couldn't remain silent.
"He never once told me that he loved me or that he cared."
The other two sat and looked at her with a raised eyebrow.
"Do you really think that Loki told us that he loved us?"
The two laughed.
Sigyn frowned and glared at the ceiling.
"No, but I see the way he looks at the two of you and I can hear it in his voice. His eyes lighten up, his shoulders relax,
his voice is slightly higher."
Sigyn felt her eyes beginning to tear but she blinked rapidly, not wanting to cry again, not again.
"He does the same thing when he talks and sees you." Angrboda and Sif chorused, getting up and sitting next to her.
"Oh Sigyn, have you always had such a low self-esteem?" Sif stated, running her hand through Sigyn's auburn hair.
Sigyn didn't respond and instead just closed her eyes, enjoying the feeling.
"Do you believe that we would stick by you if you were not perfect in our eyes?" Angrboda frowned.
"No, I know I am good enough for you two, probably Thor, maybe Jane, pretty sure not that Seve guy who is perfect, but
definitely not Loki. He's never really been interested in me, it was just a distraction." Sigyn shrugged, wanting to sound nonchalant but she knew she had failed.
"Oh Sigyn," Sif pressed a soft kiss to Sigyn's forehead, before curling around her. Angrboda joined them, curling around Sigyn's other side.
Sigyn sighed in content, falling asleep feeling better and loved.
She always did when with Sif, Angrboda or Thor.
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The next morning, Sigyn watched as the Avengers rolled in to get breakfast.
She was helping Jane with the food, finding it amazing and rather fun to do.
Thor was at the table, with Sif sprawled over his shoulders and Angrboda eating next to them.
"Good morning." Steve was the first in and Sigyn immediately served him his food.
She ignored the glances the others gave her, both confused, curioused, and knowingly.
Steve beamed at her causing her to flush, something that hadn't happened since she was young.
"Something smells good." Tony stated as he came in next, followed closely by the others.
Sigyn smiled when she saw Coulson sit in between Tony and Clint, both on them reflexively accomodating him. It was sweet.
"I have been meaning to ask, are the four of you having a foursome?" Tony asked the room, causing Coulson to glare at him while others to get into a coughing fit.
Sif looked up from being sprawled on Thor's back and smirked.
"Well, now that we have Jane, it is more of a fifthsome….right Tho and girls?" Sif turned innocently to the others.
Jane was bright red and focusing intently on the breakfast. Angrboda smirked and nodded. Sigyn just laughed softly,
before placing the rest of the food on the table.
Thor in the meanwhile was being explained that a fifthsome was.
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It was two weeks at the headquarters and they had not seen Loki.
Sigyn was not sure how she was feeling about that. She was not part of the Avengers, but she had gone out with them to fight some villains twice. Her magic apparently came in handy and it amazed the others. Tony had been surprised when it was revealed that she knew how to shoot a bow and how to handle a sword. Sigyn knew she looked sweet and innocent. She didn't mind it at all.
Sif would also joined in, and everyone had gotten used to her independence. She got along splendidly with Natasha, and Sigyn didn't worry that Sif would get with Natasha. She understood that Sif needed a friend that wasn't part of their group relationship they were having.
Jane was slowly warming up to them all being together, but they were still taking it slow.
It was the same with Steve. Sigyn had a crush on him because he was really sweet and such a gentleman. He almost reminded her of Theoric, expect that Steve was above average. He was perfect.
Angrboda enjoyed freaking people out and changing back to her original form.
They were working on making it easier to get to Asgard instead of having a magic wielder find a portal, if they even were able to find out.
…………………………………...
It was the beginning to the third week when he finally appeared.
Sigyn felt the magic in the air and sighed.
"Sigyn."
"Loki."
He stood next to her, shoulders touching.
"They really miss you and love you, you know?" Sigyn sighed, tilting her head to glance at him.
"Do you?" He asked her.
Sigyn frowned, before turning fully to face him.
"I have always loved you and always will Loki. I did marry you after all." Sigyn added, her lips quirked into an amused smile.
"I was in disguise then." Loki muttered.
"Oh please, do you really think that I did not notice something was wrong with Thoeric?" Sigyn giggled, before locking her arm with Loki's, tugging him along.
"You knew all along?" Loki frowned, stopping to stare at Sigyn.
"Not for sure, but I did suspect it." Sigyn stated, smiling softly.
Loki smiled then, eyes lighting up brightly, his hands reaching down to grab hers. He brought her hands up to his lips and kissed them.
"I was worried you would be hurt, that is why I sent you to Angrboda." Loki informed her, bringing her hands back down.
"I know. I know. Come, the others are waiting." Sigyn tugged Loki forward but Loki did not budge, instead he pulled
Sigyn into his arms.
"No, I want you to understand that I…..I love you Sigyn." Loki muttered, before kissing her.
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"This is really not fair, how come Steve gets to shag all of you!" Tony groaned, plopping his head onto the table.
"What you do this time that caused Coulson to send you to the couch?" Jane asked, sitting down to eat her breakfast.
"Nothing! Well, I can't remember cause I was drunk at the time….." tony trailed off.
"You are stupid." Angrboda added causing Tony to lift his head to glare at her before plopping it back down.
"Oh come on, I am sure you can talk it out." Sigyn stated, sitting down next to him and patting his shoulder.
"Don't even think of cozing up to her, Stark." Loki said as he yawned and stumbled into the dinning area. Thor and
Steve followed, looking as rumpled.
"Not fair I say!"
Sigyn laughed was joined by the others.
"Good morning." Loki muttered, placing a kiss on her forehead.
"Morning."
Sigyn replied, watching as the dining area filled with people.
This was home.
part 2
part 1