Fic: Sigyn/Loki/Thor/Sif/Angroboda/Jane/Steve

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Title:  No Boundaries

Rating: R kind of Nc-17 but not overly detailed.....

Pairing: Sigyn/Loki/Thor/Sif/Angrboda/Jane/Steve

Warnings: sexual times, polygamy, slash, femslash, het

Summary: Sigyn sees how much they love each other, but where does she fit in? if at all? This is her journey to find peace
Prompt from norsekink,



She was still a child when her family moved to live with the Asgardians. Her memories are not of the first few days and what happened in them; instead, the only things she remembers is him.
She scurries down the hallway, still afraid of meeting any of the other children of Asgard. Her parents were trying to get her to meet other children. They said she had to get out of her shell and then she would finally enjoy living in Asgard.

Her mind knew that they were right, it was the logical thing to try. However, her fear did not dissipate and she couldn't help herself, running away.
She never regrets it, because it is through her running away that she met him.

He had amazing emerald eyes, that went well with the green clothes he wore. His hair was the slightly long, matted down and falling to cover his forehead, barely reaching his eyes. His mouth was turned into a slight smirk as he looked at her.
Sigyn found herself flushing as she back up, having realized their proximity, for she had almost run into him.

"You should look where you are looking my lady." the other spoke, and Sigyn found her heart speed up, because it was light and full of jest.
"I apologize, I did not mean to-"

"Do not worry yourself about it my lady-"
"Sigyn, my name is Sigyn." Sigyn quickly introduced herself, flushing even more when the other laughed.
"Of course, Lady Sigyn, I am Loki Odinson." Loki introduced himself with a bow, causing Sigyn both to pale and to turn bright red at the same time, if that was possible. She hadn't realized that the other was Prince Loki.

"Brother!"
Sigyn watched the way that Loki's face lit up even more, eyes shining with so much happiness and love.
"My brother calls me, Lady Sigyn, is you excuse me." Loki smiled softly at her, before bowing and walking away from her.

In the distance, Sigyn saw the other Prince, Thor, with long golden hair and bright blue eyes. just looking at him was electrifying and made her breath catch in her throat. She stayed there and watched as the two brothers walked out of her vision, Thor laughing while Loki indulged him.
………………
She sits in the dining hall, eating quietly by herself. No one else was around, not really.  There were only a few people there, eating and talking quietly amongst themselves.
It was for that reason, that she easily noticed the trouble brewing for a girl she had seen around, but didn't know.

The only reason she had seen her, was because she was always with Thor and Loki. Sigyn could easily recognize the long black hair, and intense brown eyes that always glinted with courage.
"Girls are not warriors!" one boy suddenly stood, causing the girl to stand up as well, holding her head up.
"Girls are as much warriors as men, probably even more!" the girl haughtily replied, challenging the other.

"Then prove it!" the boy suddenly picked up one of the knives and lounged towards the other, who quickly picked up one of the knives as well and blocked the attack.
Sigyn watched with awe, as the girl was quick to block every attack , until the dress that the girl wore reared its ugly head. With a step back, the girl was tumbling unto the ground, knife slipping from her hand. Sigyn quickly reacted and rushed over, picking up a plate and holding it up as a shield as the boy tried to swipe at the girl again. Sigyn flinched almost losing her hold on her makeshift shield at the strength of the hit.

"Enough! What is going on here!?" came the booming voice of Thor, because by now, Sigyn could easily make out Prince Thor's voice.
Sigyn lowered her plate down, turning to look at the girl on the ground.
She was looking at Sigyn with her intense eyes, calculatingly.

"Are you a valkery?" was the first thing that the girl asked Sigyn, causing Sigyn to flush bright red.
"I, I..no..No, I am not!" Sigyn quickly replied.
The other looked at her, as she did not believe her.
"Not many maidens would have come to my rescue, they dare not let others see them break a nail." the girl sneered, standing up and dusting herself.

"Sif, are you alright?" thor was suddenly there, and Sigyn noticed the way that Sif, as she had just heard Thor call her, lit up.
Her eyes lost the coldness and intensity, to be replace with a gentler sentiment.
"I am, thanks to-"
"Lady Sigyn." Loki finished for her, as he came up to them, eyes locking with Sigyn's, a frown on his lips.
"Prince Loki, Prince Thor." Sigyn curtsied, while Sif rolled her eyes.
"it is a pleasure to meet you, Lady Sigyn." Thor beamed at her, and Sigyn flushed. In the corner of her eyes, she could see the way that Sif and Loki both tense at her interaction with Thor.

"That was a dangerous thing you did, Lady Sigyn." Loki stated, eyebrow raised as he tried to read her.
"I just helped Lady Sif in the only way I could, now if you will excuse me." Sigyn smiled tensely, not used to interacting with so many people in Asgard.

Not waiting for an answer, Sigyn walked out of the banquet hall and back to her room.
……………………..

Sif found her in the garden a week later, and Sigyn couldn't help admiring the way that her training clothes fitted the other so well.

Sigyn pushed those thoughts away from her mind and focused on Sif as she sat down.

"I have been looking for you. Do you wish to join me on my training to be a warrior? I know you have so much potential." Sif stated, going straight to the reason she was there. It was nice to have someone be straight forward with you.
"I do not have any potential, I will probably end up killing myself." Sigyn stated, sighing softly.
"You will be around Loki more." Sif added with a smirk, causing Sigyn to look up at her, eyes wide.

"How?"
"I didn't, I just guessed." Sif shrugged, smiling mysteriously before standing up and offering her hand to Sigyn.
Sigyn stared at the hand for a moment, before taking it and allowing Sif to drag her to the training grounds.

"First we will have to give you some training clothes. Come."
With that said, Sigyn found herself being fitted for some training clothes, which consisted of a tight tunic, belted and dark tights with comfortable boots that had the slightest length of a heel.
Sigyn was confused as to how from being quiet and unknown, she was suddenly being thrown into this world of people.

She looked over at Sif, and flushed when she noticed the intense eyes locked on her.
"You look good Sigyn, I am sure you will make heads turn." Sif muttered once Sigyn was fitted and given training clothes, while her numbers were written down so her armor could be made. Sigyn smiled brightly, cheeks bright red, but she was happy for once, since she had moved to Asgard, she was having fun.

It didn't last once she was placed into the rigorous training that Sif was in.
It was as if she was Sif's twin, and Sigyn was happy to have a friend.
It is for that reason that she tried her hardest, moving her feet back and forward and to the side, sword  ringing as it blocked every attack.

Except, Sigyn was not as good as Sif, she didn't have the same violent streak that made a warrior a warrior. She was not for blood and fights and attacks.
She defended herself more than attack the opponent.
It wasn't meant for her, but Sigyn didn't want to disappoint Sif and lose her friend. So she stayed, and watched as Sif trained, knowing that Sif would become the best warrior soon enough.

She stayed with her training for three months, and even though it was hard, she had been happy at having a friend.
Until one day, after training, Sif turned to her.
"Hey Sigyn, I can't help you practice this weekend, I am going to hang out with Thor, and the Warriors Three." Sif stated, before leaving her there.
It made Sigyn realize that they really weren't that close. They didn't know much about each other.

That was not a friendship was it?
Suddenly Sigyn realized that the reason she had joined this training thing was because Sif had mentioned Loki, but she hadn't seen Loki at all.
No, she had only seen Sif.
………………………….
She gave up on her training, not showing up to any of the sessions, and instead she stayed in her room or with her mother.
Sigyn knew that her mother was happy that she was being active, but Sigyn hadn't been keeping with her studies in magic, and that had disappointed her parents. It was then, that she focused on her family, and ignored everyone around her.

It was not worth it.

She moved to a garden closer to her room, where people hardly went to, since it was a section in which the Vanir usually lived at. Sometimes, Sigyn would see Freyr and Freyja talking quietly to themselves.
Sigyn knew them, and she sometimes spoke to them, listening to them speak of magic. Now, she joined her people and focused on her magic.
She sat down on a bench and closed her eyes, focusing on the rose she had on her hand. She felt it change in her hands, morphing until the rose was fully changed into a bright red apple. Sigyn opened her eyes, only to look into green ones.

She immediately stood up in surprise, getting ready to bolt.

"Prince Loki!" Sigyn squeaked out, hand going to touch her chest, feeling the rhythm of her speeding heart.
"I apologize Lady Sigyn, for startling you. However, I was curious as to who was using magic in the garden." Loki stated, looking at her and for the first time, seeing her. She saw him raised her hand and she felt the magic in the air. The apple in her hand had turned back to the red rose she had been holding earlier. It was then that she realized.

"Oh, you are also a magic wielder." Sigyn muttered to herself, raising the rose up to her face, running her hand over the stem in order to bring the thorns back that Loki had missed when he returned the apple back.

"Yes, but I did not know that you were not only a warrior of the sword but of magic." Loki smirked at her.
"How is Lady Sif these days?" Sigyn asked instead of responding to his statement.
"She is fine, was angry when you did not show up, but she has gotten over pretty quickly." Loki shrugged, watching her for what, she wasn't sure.
"That is good, she will be a good warrior. Perhaps she will decide to join the valkyries." Sigyn stated, watching him as well.

They both searched the other, for what, neither was sure.
"You will be joining the rest of us for our magic lessons. See you around Lady Sigyn." Loki muttered, before turning around and walking away.
…………………
Sigyn was running down the hall, arms full of books when she ran into a wall. Her books fell over the floor and she landed on her butt.
"I apologize Lady Sigyn."
Sigyn looked into Thor's blue eyes, and flushed, realizing it had not been a wall.

"It is alright, Prince Thor, it was not your fault but mine for not looking where I was going." Sigyn sighed, beginning to pick up her books.

"Let me help you with those books." Thor stated, picking up the books before helping her up from the floor.
"Thank you, but really, it is fine." Sigyn said, trying to retrieve her books from Thor's arms.
"Nonsense, a lady such as yourself shouldn't be forced to carry such a load." Thor beamed, already walking forward.

"Oh, I am sure that Lady Sif would not be happy." Sigyn tried instead, because ever since she started her magic lessons, that meant she spent more time with Loki, Sif had started beign cold towards her. Sigyn didn't understand what was going on, not perfectly at least.

"Sif never seems to need any help." Thor sighed, brows furrowed.
Sigyn felt bad for Thor, because she realized that he just wanted to protect people. He reminded her of a big stuffed bear, that wasn't really stuffed and could actually kill someone and was rather rash at times…..but still soft and cuddly at times.

"I believe Lady Sif thinks that you will think less of her if she were to accept your help. Maybe you should ask her for her help and maybe that way she will reciprocate with asking you for help when the times comes." Sigyn offered her advice, heart flying when Thor turned to look at her with his big smile and shining blue eyes.

"Thank you Lady Sigyn, that is the best advice I have gotten, even more than my brother's! I shall do as you have advised me!" Thor boomed out, causing Sigyn to smile shyly, taking her books back and waving goodbye as Thor walked away.
…………………
Sigyn was making her way back from the library, this time leaving her mountain of books in the library.
He was right outside of her room, leaning against the wall. He had grown the last year, but his emerald eyes were still the same.
"Sigyn."

He had stopped adding lady to her name, instead just calling her Sigyn. It was a sign that they were close, it should have been. How she wanted it to be, but it wasn't.

"Prince Loki." She greeted her, reminding her that he never once told her to stop calling him Prince and just Loki like Thor and Sif did…..
"My brother came in and started talking about the best advice concerning Sif he had gotten from you. Said that maybe he would make you his advisor." Loki stated, head tilted to the side as he looked at her. Sigyn shudder under the hard stare, those emerald eyes turning a dark shade.

"Prince Thor was just jesting for he would never have anyone but you, Prince Loki, be his advisor." Sigyn responded, causing Loki's eyes to turn the slightest shade lighter. She wondered if she was the only one who could read people just by looking at their eyes, did anyone else notice that the eyes could reveal so much?

"Of course, I was just wondering what it was you told him."
Sigyn smiled and responded, "I just gave him some womanly advice."

She then slipped into her room.
……………..
Sigyn watched from the sidelines as Loki shrugged Thor's arm from his shoulders, but his smile never left his face. This was the happiest Sigyn saw Loki, when he was Thor.
Sif was suddenly making her way through the crowd and over to the two. She looked beautiful, like she always did, in a silvery dress that moved like waves of the ocean,  pressing at times to Sif's body to show her curves but at other times hiding such contours from the eyes of the world. Sigyn felt her breath catch in her throat.

She watched the three talk, the way that Sif talked to Thor, and glance at Loki, how Thor shared his time as equally between the two, while Loki was both comfortable and tense. It confused her, because Sigyn knew that Sif and Loki were attracted to each other, but there was so much hostility between the two, and it came from Thor. Thor was the center of the two, that kept them together.

Thor then took Sif to the dance floor, Sigyn noticed the way that Sif relaxed into Thor's embrace. They were a beautiful couple, the two best warriors.
"Lady Sigyn, may I have this dance?"

Sigyn turned to stare at Loki, who was offering her his hand, asking for a dance. She stared at him, a bit confused before acquiescing.

"Of course Prince Loki." she stated, getting up and allowing for the other to lead her into the dance floor.
She was silent through out the dance, enjoying the music and following the lead that Loki set.

"Your magic abilities are getting better." Loki stated after a few minutes of silence.
"Why thank you Prince Loki." Sigyn responded in a soft voice, because really, she wasn't sure what she was doing there and dancing with Prince Loki.
"Call me Loki."

Sigyn felt her head speed up and her cheeks were a soft pink color, but she just nodded.
The song ended and Loki left her to dance with someone else. She wanted to stay in his arms forever…in Loki's arms.
……………..
Sigyn was practicing late with Amora when things changed for Sigyn.

It was a simple trick of water manipulation. It was nothing too hard but Sigyn had wanted to practice a bit more to get it down. She did not want to practice it wrong only to have to re practice it and correct herself.
She was showing Amora her technique, when she felt the other's hand on her waist, her lips on her ear.

"You must remember to keep your arms close to you, begin to lessen your dependence on them."
Sigyn flushed bright red, as her heart sped up, hands clamming up. She turned her head, keeping still as she realized how close their faces were.

Amora was like Freyja, known for her flirting and amorous relationships. She was beautiful, Sigyn knew that, with golden hair and piercing eyes.

Their lips barely met when a throat clearing broke them apart.
Sigyn was wide eyed when she turned to see Sif standing there, glaring daggers at the two of them, but especially Amora.

"Sorry to disrupt the two of you, but I must speak with Sigyn." sif stated coolly, while Amora just laughed and waved the two of the away.
Sigyn thanked Amora before rushing to follow Sif.

"Lady Sif, what is it you wish to talk about?" Sigyn asked once they were in the gardens.
Sif didn't respond, instead she grabbed Sigyn by her shoulders and slammed her mouth to Sigyn's.

"See you at dinner." Sif said one she pulled away.
Sigyn just watched shocked as Sif walked away.
……………………..
After that, Sif stopped being subtle about her feelings for Thor, who still didn't seem to understand Sif's feelings.
Sigyn felt her heart plummet every time she saw the two together. She was not sure for who her feelings were to.

Loki kept coming by her room, finding her in the gardens, talking about their magic.
He would make her laugh and bring her little gifts.

But her heart would break every time he saw him lit up when he saw Thor and Sif. The way his eyes would roam over Sif's body.
He wanted Sif…..he loved Thor…..he talked to her only.

Sigyn wondered what she was doing to herself.
Until he kissed her. Loki kissed her.

It was a soft and gentle kiss, nothing like what she had expected from him.
……………………..
It was a secret, no one knew that they were seeing each other.
There were kisses  and hand holding. There were murmurs and whispers.

Sigyn was happy, even though her heart just broke even more.
She wasn't sure if it was possible to be heartbroken and happy at the same time?

That was what happened, because Loki was with her, but not with her.
He was physically there, but the rest of him was with someone else.

She knew that he closed his eyes and saw someone else, that it was someone else he wished to kiss and hold. Someone else was in his heart, and it wasn't her. Yet, she allowed him to have her, as much as she could give him.

She knew that he wasn't the only one he secretly saw in the night. There was another, a giant, Angrboda was her name. She was probably gorgeous, because even a giant was more beautiful than she could be. Sigyn was no Freyja, she didn't have the beauty that other Vanirs had. She was not as beautiful as Sif.
She avoided Sif, and she remained in the background whenever Thor was around.

Until she became of age.
………………………
Sigyn sighed as she brushed her hair, sitting in front of her vanity, cheeks tear stricken.
She had taken the news well, had smiled, nodded, agreed, met her betrothed.

He was sweet, he really was a gentleman. He was not ugly, but not overly handsome.
He was normal, and average, and she was sure that she should be happy because she could have been
married to someone worst.

At least with Theoric, they were a pair of average people getting married.
"Theoric is celebrating in the dining halls, are you not going to join him?"

Sigyn didn't turn around to look at Loki, having gotten used to him appearing in her room randomly.
"I wish to not bring my future husband's mood down." Sigyn mutter, still brushing her hair.

"You are just going to marry him."
Sigyn could hear the anger in Loki's voice. At the moment, it didn't really make her feel any better.
"I am a single maiden, of age, which means it is time for me to marry." Sigyn stated, voice soft.

Suddenly the brush in her hand turned into a snake, causing her to drop it startled and turn to look at Loki, angrily.

He just glared back at her.
"Then that is it? You will marry him, live with him, let him into your bed?" Loki hissed, eyes narrowed.
"Yes, I will." Sigyn stood up and looked at him, taking a stand.

Loki then relaxed and smirked.
"Congratulations is an order then." he laughed before disappearing just as suddenly as he had come.

Sigyn sighed and turned her brush back to its brush form, before sitting tiredly on her chair.
Loki was planning something. She knew very well by now, and she knew that Loki was not giving up.
She would like to say that it is because he loves her, but that is not the case. Loki just loves mischief and to win, obviously.
……………………….
Sif met her right before her wedding. Her hands gently touched her hair.

"Congratulations Sigyn, I am sure you will be happy." Sif muttered, hands grabbing Sigyn's and squeezing them tightly.

Sigyn nodded apprehensively, before Sif let go and walked away.
Sigyn was panicking, until she saw him, waiting at the altar. Something was different.
She did not say anything as she stood in front of her husband, looking into his eyes that held secrets.
They weren't the eyes she remembered Theoric having.

However, she kept quiet and said "yes." 
Her doubts vanished when at night, he laid her on their bed, and his hands knew where to touch her, how to pleasure her and make her scream.

"Loki," she panted his name, causing the other to chuckle and change in shape, never once stopping his assault on her body.

They were married now, unable to be separated, not even by Odin.
When everyone else found out, there were whispers and protests.

Thor had been confused, saddened, but then happy for his brother.

Sif just stared at the two emotionless.

Her parents were worried for her, but they trusted her.

Loki watched her, but she just grabbed his hand and "We are married now and I will not leave him."

For the first time, Sigyn saw Loki's eyes lit up by something she said. It made her heart flutter and the world look so much brighter.
…………………………..
Sigyn knew that Loki still saw Angrboda and that they had children.

Loki himself told her about it, he never hid it from her.
She wasn't sure if she was over the hurt, or if she was just in constant hurt that she didn't notice. Maybe she was numb….

Sigyn was happy for Loki, always excited and so in love with his children.
She sees pictures of them, and Angrboda. She realized that Angrboda is even more beautiful than she though.

Their children are considered monsters, but Sigyn loves them. She loves that they are different and says so to Loki.

He kisses her long and sweet, muttering a soft thanks afterwards.
She tells him that she loves him, he never says it back.
………………………….
She is walking down the hall, back to their chambers when she sees it, sees Loki and Sif kissing angrily, hands roaming over their bodies.

Sigyn quietly walks away. She was not sure if she was surprised to see that.
Sif was beautiful and Loki was still seeing Angrboda…this shouldn't hurt, but it does.

Loki does not come back to their room that night and she knows because she can't sleep at all that night.
She can't get them out of her head, seeing the two together.

It is exciting and she feels heat pool in her lower abdomen. She does not ignore it, instead she reaches her hand between her legs and imagines Sif and Loki, kissing each other, with teeth and blood, with bruising grips and a mixture of hate and love.
………………………….
She is not surprised when she sees Loki and Thor drunkenly make their way to Thor's room.
Sigyn has always known that Loki loved Thor and that Thor loved Loki. You would have to be blind to not see the love between the two of them.

It was simple and perfect and it did hurt Sigyn, because she wanted that love…..but she also accepted it, no matter the pain.

The two were happy, that was what mattered, wasn't it?
It is one of those months in which every day there is a festival and Loki and Thor have been inseparable.
Sigyn and Sif remained forgotten in the back.

It is not until the end of the month, that Sigyn walks towards her room, only to be slammed against the wall.

She tastes a bitter wine in the other's mouth, and she just closes her eyes and lets the other take control.

Hands roam over her body, under her skirt, caressing her hungrily.
Sigyn gasps, dragging the other into her room and over to her bed, clothes discarded as they fall unto the bed.

For the first time, Sigyn roams her hands over supple breasts, massaging and kneading, mouth tasting new territory.

Sif is experienced, she teaches her where to touch, where to lick, how to pleasure yourself and another.
For the remainder of the month, Loki and Thor made their way to Thor's room, and Sigyn makes her way
to Sif's room.

In the morning, Sigyn wakes up and stares at Sif, her expression peaceful.
She bends down and presses a kiss unto Sif's cheek, before dressing and making her way to her own room.

Sif stays still until Sigyn leaves and finally opens her eyes, hand reaching over to where Sigyn laid.
She just smiles softly to herself and falls back to sleep.
……………………………..
Loki begins to distance himself, and go on adventures more. Sigyn sees less of him.
She doesn't see Sif, for she has started going out with the Warriors Three, Thor joining them.
Thor doesn't have time for Loki and Sigyn realizes  that that is why Loki remains away.

Sif now sticks to Thor, never leaving his side, and Sigyn has seen Sif and Thor walk out in one of the banquets.

She wonders what Loki is doing, if he is alright.
What is he planning? She worries because Loki has not been himself lately, or maybe he has finally starting showing himself as he is.

She has given everything to him, but maybe not all.

She isn't the one who should be given everything up, no….it should be those that he loves…Like Thor….like his father and mother….

Sigyn glances over and frowns, wondering if his parents notice his absence.
Those are not thoughts she should be having about the AllFather, but she worries.

She loves him…..no….she loves them….and whatever Loki is planning, it will bring sorrow to them all.
…………………………….

Before it all goes to hell, Sigyn sits in the garden, anxious. Something is going on.
She knows everyone will take it as just being Thor's coronation. She knows better.

They act as if they had not lived with Loki for all their lives.
"Sigyn."

Sigyn doesn’t say anything, but remains still.
"You should be asleep, tomorrow is the coronation." Sif sits next to her.

Sigyn tenses at first, when she feels Sif draw her closer, before finally relaxing.
They do not speak to each other, just look at the stars.

"Something is going to go wrong tomorrow." Sigyn finally mutters.
"Loki loves Thor." Sif responds.

"Yes, but there is only so much damage he can take." Sigyn responds, moving away from Sif.

"Don't we all?" Sif asks quietly.
Sigyn sighs and stares at the stars.

"You must sleep Sif, for you are to stand in front of the crowd. I always stay at the back." Sigyn smiles bitterly, before standing up and walking away.

Sigyn hoped Sif would stop her and say something else, but she just walks back to her room in silence.
……………………………..
It all goes terribly wrong. She wakes up for the coronation, but not in her bed.

She looks around and everything is blue and everything is cold.
She hears barking sounds out side of her room and wonders what is going on. Sigyn quickly stands up and rushes over to the window.

There is a huge wolf outside, running in circles trying to get his tale. She recognizes him as Fenrir.
"You have awaken."

Sigyn whirls around and sees her there. Angroboda.

"Angrboda." she mutters, causing the other to smirk at her.

Her eyes are a deep red and her skin is a baby blue. Her hair is a pitch black, pulled up into a ponytail.

Sigyn can't comprehend how big Angroboda is, but it made sense since she was a Frost Giant.

"Where am I?" she asks nervously.
"I am doing your husband a favor, keeping you here for a while." Angrboda chuckled, walking over to stand next to her and look out the window.

"We are in Midgar."

      Part 2