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merry christmas.
im so grateful to have my family and friends in my life.
im so blessed, thank you all for everything~
and.
why the hell am i SO blind?
like honestly.
looking back at a number of different things.
im just so blind in the moment.
so so blind.
and oblivious.
and i hurt so many people in the long run.
so so many people.
that deserve nothing like this.
and then after the fact.
it like all becomes clear.
after the fact.
GAHHhhhhhhh
open your eyes kristin, or else you'll lose more than you thought possible.
although i have tears streaming down my face,
im just thinking how grateful and lucky i am.
and how i want everyone to know how much i care about them.
sigh.
im like a sap-rag.
haha what
i dont know.
whats wrong with me
goodnight~
im so grateful to have my family and friends in my life.
im so blessed, thank you all for everything~
and.
why the hell am i SO blind?
like honestly.
looking back at a number of different things.
im just so blind in the moment.
so so blind.
and oblivious.
and i hurt so many people in the long run.
so so many people.
that deserve nothing like this.
and then after the fact.
it like all becomes clear.
after the fact.
GAHHhhhhhhh
open your eyes kristin, or else you'll lose more than you thought possible.
although i have tears streaming down my face,
im just thinking how grateful and lucky i am.
and how i want everyone to know how much i care about them.
sigh.
im like a sap-rag.
haha what
i dont know.
whats wrong with me
goodnight~