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i had an amazing weekend from yesterday until today.
ill update about that because i was smiling.
and im so proud of myself and the girls and guys.
i was so so so happy.
for so many reasons.
but right now i just wish i could get rid of any upset or sad emotion inside of me.
im like honestly falling apart in so many ways.
i just realized i havent eaten since 230pm and its 11.
and i tried eating some hawaiian bread and i couldnt even swallow it.
my stomach is in my throat.
and my eye juice is all down my face.
i think i just need sleep.
this is what happens when i dont get sleep.
cranky. tired. exhausted. in pain. emotional.
not to mention my schedule for tomorrow:
6-7am run mileage.
7-730am shower/get ready
730-12pm? heart walk.
12-1pm attempt the 2 math assignments due monday
1-4 work at dick ponds
4-530pm homework/nap if i can fit it in
530-asap. eat pasta at the pasta party
whenever i get home - whenver i go to sleep - 8 pg paper, math assignments, journal entry for sociology, college apps/etc, cleaning, laundry
in bed by ???
and get enough sleep for the home meet which is on tuesday and im not even sure im running.
im going to sleep now, have a goodnight, hope everyone else is smiling.
coldplay-fix you.
song of the night.day.weekend.
nothing last forever.
hold on to being happy.
ill update about that because i was smiling.
and im so proud of myself and the girls and guys.
i was so so so happy.
for so many reasons.
but right now i just wish i could get rid of any upset or sad emotion inside of me.
im like honestly falling apart in so many ways.
i just realized i havent eaten since 230pm and its 11.
and i tried eating some hawaiian bread and i couldnt even swallow it.
my stomach is in my throat.
and my eye juice is all down my face.
i think i just need sleep.
this is what happens when i dont get sleep.
cranky. tired. exhausted. in pain. emotional.
not to mention my schedule for tomorrow:
6-7am run mileage.
7-730am shower/get ready
730-12pm? heart walk.
12-1pm attempt the 2 math assignments due monday
1-4 work at dick ponds
4-530pm homework/nap if i can fit it in
530-asap. eat pasta at the pasta party
whenever i get home - whenver i go to sleep - 8 pg paper, math assignments, journal entry for sociology, college apps/etc, cleaning, laundry
in bed by ???
and get enough sleep for the home meet which is on tuesday and im not even sure im running.
im going to sleep now, have a goodnight, hope everyone else is smiling.
coldplay-fix you.
song of the night.day.weekend.
nothing last forever.
hold on to being happy.