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i think i've been paying more attention to myspace than lj. wow. thats cool though. i like myspace. i'm always up really late formatting it and stuff. i have fun with that. :-p
i really want to change my username. so bad. i want to keep my journal but my username is so ugly. what the hell was i thinking?? i dont think there's a way i can do that though. tough shit.
now it's venting time. ha, your favorite part.
sometimes i jsut hate being around people. and sometmies i really hate guys. i hate not having a boyfriend though. i shouldnt say that, i should enjoy being single but, it get lonely not having someone to hold you when you need it. but seriously, where am i suppossed to find a guy like that? thats not normal for a redford guy. wouldnt that be the best though? what girl wouldnt want that? they would have to be crazy.
BUT, today i went shopping. finally. it was just me and my little sister though, :-\
oh well, at least i got to go. and guess what i found out after i got home...nick was there! he was in subway while i was at olgas though. how cool would that have been to see him and get to hang with him?? i kinda miss him. we need to hang out again. i wonder if he's one of those guys...i'm going to be thinging about him....
its been way too long since ive felt that way...
well at the mall i got a purse from american eagle, my <3, and a new wallet to go in it, adorable, sunless taning lotion, also a <3, and lipgloss. i want more. i want more everything. i wish i was spoiled. omg how bad do i sound. im just broke. my parents need better jobs. thats why.
i watched sunday stew on MTV, the new episode of the andy milanokis show, haha, funny shitt. and friday, new degrassi episodeee! degrassi is soo addicting. it got me hooked. i wish i had friends like that. (NOT saying that my friends suck, becaue they SO dont, not that I have very many...ha)
i havent seen laguna beach, i want to though. guess ill just have to watch the re-runs.
mary is home from new jersey. finally, one more person to hang out with until renee gets back from florida. i havent had anyone to hang out with since they all left. the only people i really hang out with are renee, jamie=sofuckingickofher, mary, kathryn, and samar. i really need new and MORE friends. i'll get more in high school. thats the only reason why i cant wait for school to start again. new friends=new fun=more fun. that kind of stuff makes me happyyyy. (: <--oh and thats how i make my smiles now. backwards. (-;
well, at least this entry wasnt so boring. i guess. well maybe it was for you reading it but, i wrote more than i usually do. i kinda let more feelings out in this one. ew, i dont like being mushy.
well, its 2:32 am. see, told you im up late doing that myspace shit. haha. thats ok. i sleep better this way. oh god i love to sleep. its like, my new favorite hobby. sleepingggggggg. mmmm.
and now i want to sleep. thanks, me. think of it as beauty rest. loving it.
well, goodnight, beautiful. <3