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How do you tell someone you love them? I can't find it in me to look at him and say, "Guess what...it's been about 6 months or so, and I have fallen for you..." HOW?!?!?
I think the weirdest part, is that all through high school, we hung out ALL the time...and I never thought anything more of him than the guy I had a crush on, but didn't really think would be as great of a guy as he is. I don't see him for over a year, and then one day he just shows up at my work, and I give him my number, and he calls. I can't help but think that something along these lines were supposed to happen.
Maybe we're hanging out because we need to be proven wrong about the opposite sex. Maybe I need to learn that not all guys want just that one thing (even though they want it, they don't have to dwell on it) And maybe he should learn that not all girls are going to use him for his money. I am honestly everything that man is looking for, but he can't seem to look at me!! I can understand he thinks i'm putting on a front, his ex did that...was real cool for a few months and then totally flipped. But I'M NOT LIKE THAT! And there's no way to convince someone of that unless they give you a chance...and I don't think he's ready for that.
So i've decided that i'm going to stick by. I'm not going to run away like I always do, now no i'm not going to run and call him and profess undying love...that's not me. But..I am the kind of girl who sticks by people who deserve someone who will treat them right. Now, i'm also not saying i'm "waiting" for him...but I will make him realize that i'm not going to change..whether he's my friend or my boyfriend..i'm not gonna be any different. For once, i'm not gonna run from my feelings...i'm gonna bite my tongue, but I can't swallow my pride just yet. Hopefully, my loyalty will pay off, who knows, maybe someone else will realize how honest I am when it comes to that, and i'll get swept off my feet. But for now, i'm just gonna be me, because up until now, that's never seemed to have been a hard way to meet people.
I think the weirdest part, is that all through high school, we hung out ALL the time...and I never thought anything more of him than the guy I had a crush on, but didn't really think would be as great of a guy as he is. I don't see him for over a year, and then one day he just shows up at my work, and I give him my number, and he calls. I can't help but think that something along these lines were supposed to happen.
Maybe we're hanging out because we need to be proven wrong about the opposite sex. Maybe I need to learn that not all guys want just that one thing (even though they want it, they don't have to dwell on it) And maybe he should learn that not all girls are going to use him for his money. I am honestly everything that man is looking for, but he can't seem to look at me!! I can understand he thinks i'm putting on a front, his ex did that...was real cool for a few months and then totally flipped. But I'M NOT LIKE THAT! And there's no way to convince someone of that unless they give you a chance...and I don't think he's ready for that.
So i've decided that i'm going to stick by. I'm not going to run away like I always do, now no i'm not going to run and call him and profess undying love...that's not me. But..I am the kind of girl who sticks by people who deserve someone who will treat them right. Now, i'm also not saying i'm "waiting" for him...but I will make him realize that i'm not going to change..whether he's my friend or my boyfriend..i'm not gonna be any different. For once, i'm not gonna run from my feelings...i'm gonna bite my tongue, but I can't swallow my pride just yet. Hopefully, my loyalty will pay off, who knows, maybe someone else will realize how honest I am when it comes to that, and i'll get swept off my feet. But for now, i'm just gonna be me, because up until now, that's never seemed to have been a hard way to meet people.