May 11, 2005 08:40
Hello my peoples,
Right now i don't know what i am feeling right now. I mean i am upset because Ed hasn't come back from South America yet andi am worried. He said he would only be gone for two weeks. I miss him so much. I can't go a day without thinking what could of happend. I hope to god nothing has happend to him. THat is why i havn't been smiling much today.
Anyway I don't know about you guys but I am not walking the line if Barnes isn't there. I want him to say the names not Mrs. Branaham. I mean i don't like her saying my name now she sounds like the teacher off of jimmy neutron.
God please help me get through this. I never did get to hug him goodbye. I am sorry if i am just going on and on but i am finally getting it off my mind. I keep repeating the song Mariah Carey - We Belong Together. All i can do is cry. All i can think about is how much fun he made prom.
Well you guys im out of things to say and i have to go get a tissue. Bye
Holla at ya girl!!!!!!!!!!