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Haven't written in awhile... i'm really going through a lot but i'm trying so hard to keep it all in. I just hate whats going on right now... i think i may cry tonight. I'm really upset at a lot of people right now... especially freakin alex right now... what a jerk. I'm just really depressed and frustrated and grrr.. Trying to just pray about it but its hard. I hate growing up and changing. I'm putting in my 2 weeks at work tomorrow and that worries me... ugh... its just sad and sux... then my teeth being pulled and not being able to enjoy thanksgiving... and now joey is back home and i dunno how to feel about him or towards him either since he left with things in the air.. and jon just told me he's moving to indiana which brings up a lot of old memories since thats where we were supposed to live and i dunno... i'm gonna go...