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Well... tonight was ok... i got to see vannah and hang out with john, alex, and keith (spider man). We ran into debra, samir, and andrew! and the nice cops! Debra was acting very weird when i saw her... she wouldnt even look me in the eyes. i mean i thought things were over ...her and jon aren't together so i don't see the point in proving anything anymore b/c she never believes me. i dunno i just think its petty stuff that we'll wonder why we even bothered with it in a few years. but i understand why she's upset right now. Its kinda funny cuz when i saw her my phone rang and it was jon and i was like wow how crazy. but yea... then i talked to myles cuz things are weird with him and i still don't feel like our convo resolved anything but hey he's doing his own thing now so i'm just gonna back out until he wants to call cuz i feel really stupid calling him now when he has a whole new life with new people. even when he talks about all the friends that have changed and how all the people he used to confide in and trust now he never talks to and then he has new friends now and he starts naming them and its like ..ok and where do i fit in? i guess i don't. So today was my mommy's b-day HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM and so that was fun. We went to Macaroni Grill and that was fun. My mom loved her gifts and then we went shopping a lil and she bought me a really nice comfy jacket. my mom is so nice. and so yea i'm still in the hole really bad tho. But its all good. I think me and alex and maybe my mom are gonna go see Blink tomorrow. i hope its fun! i went to the doc today cuz my throat was swollen and she says my tonsils are swollen and that the roof of my mouth is sore b/c its red and its all normal?? what to crap? how is it normal for my tonsils to swell, don't they need to be removed? and then what does the color of my mouth have to do with why its sore? she had no clue what she was talking about... my real doc is on maternity leave so i won't see her for awhile and now i have to see a guy doctor in a couple of weeks about my birth control. stupid. so yep... thats all for right now. oh and we may get to adopt soon. i'm scared. ok ..LOVE