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well i kept my schedule the same except for AP Stat to spanish. so gay. I am sooo freakin tired i can't stay awake in class... i'm starting to get sick from stress i keep getting migranes. Um my mom is sending us to therapy and i'm terrified but can't talk to anyone about it it seems. Umm... work is still a lil crazy... me and myles aren't doing so well... nope... so ya know that just makes me so much better cuz now who do i have? And once again tonight i cried. And it just made me mad. i hate flippin crying. i feel so weak. But one thing that did pop into my mind is that i went to heartland last week and found out Clarke isn't getting married and was nowhere near marriage and him and that chick aren't together so he didn't lie or turn his back on me so that made me happy. and i had missed him much so it was good seeing him. Called Jared today to vent but our phones were screwed up so we couldn't talk. So yea... i dunno why i'm writing this. I was all happy and peppy yesterday and this morning and then i talked to alex a lunch and some thing he said i guess bothered me and then i became depressed and tired so here i am... maybe i do need therapy. cuz um yea i never seem to be good enough for anyone so maybe its cuz there's something wrong with me... we soon shall know... LOVE