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You know what's really weird? How you can know someone so well one year, and then the next year they want nothing to do with you and have totally changed.
But what's weirder is when you're around them again without all the other people that have been changing them and they start to come back to who you used to know. It's like you making this really cool cake and you love that cake and then all these people eat it when youre not looking and then POOF! its back there on its plate all of a sudden just without a little frosting. Almost like it was when you first made it, just...different.
I just kinda wish that it were sixth grade again. Except with our eighth grade selves. just in the sense that we could walk into school and make friends with whoever we wanted without knowing stupid gossip about them and reputations that arent exactly a good thing. Back when you could just walk around being yourself and seeing who you end up with because of it, instead of this years whole i'm-gonna-change-completely-and-get-new-friends-that-dont-like-me-for-me thing. ugh.
anyways, i went skiing today which was fun. yay.
But what's weirder is when you're around them again without all the other people that have been changing them and they start to come back to who you used to know. It's like you making this really cool cake and you love that cake and then all these people eat it when youre not looking and then POOF! its back there on its plate all of a sudden just without a little frosting. Almost like it was when you first made it, just...different.
I just kinda wish that it were sixth grade again. Except with our eighth grade selves. just in the sense that we could walk into school and make friends with whoever we wanted without knowing stupid gossip about them and reputations that arent exactly a good thing. Back when you could just walk around being yourself and seeing who you end up with because of it, instead of this years whole i'm-gonna-change-completely-and-get-new-friends-that-dont-like-me-for-me thing. ugh.
anyways, i went skiing today which was fun. yay.