May 08, 2005 19:33
so. i'd have to say if i could delete anything from my life.. it'd be last night. after talking to people i realized waht happened. and what situation i put myself in. and while im sure nothing would have happened cuz my friends were there.. its still possible. nothing positive came from last night and, in addition, it's made me feel like crap today in more ways than you can think of...
there's one person that i care about more than anything. well, really, i care too much of what they think about me. and remarks that they made today about last night's situation just weren't good and i feel so bad... omgsh. ("good lord", "that's fucking dangerous", and i cant even say the last one :-/)
i'm done.