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well i don't really know what else is new at the moment but they shut my gas off friday but i got it turned back on yesterday. I waited too long to try to pay it but thats me. I finally talked to kelly b. gotta love her but hello chica you never fuckin called me back. anyway-jr told me we are not gonna be fiends anymore at all were only gonna talk about our son well until our paternity test then it will only be jordan and alyssa thats what i love he says that kowing the response is its his daughter i dont undersand if he knows who the fuck does he have to prove it too? his dumbass girlfriend? probably. i really dont like her she mkes himthink stupidshit but i know he tells her a bunch of lies to hate me but whatever i guess it shouldnt bother me but i let it,i guess cuz he makes everthing look like its all on me andthat im a whore. he thinks i cheated on hij so many times but i think he is guilty and is blaming me for it i never ceated onhim.grrrrrrrrr. anyway i am done rambling now. my lifeis very depressingand the sad thing is i am taking zoloft and i missed it 2 days in a rows i had a nervous breakdown the other day and cried for like 2 hours on my kithen floor. i hope my daughters heart doesnt get broken so many times like mine... has anyone ever heard that song bad habit by destinys child? you gotta listento it that song is what makes me really think and cometo reality i love it. ok well il talk to ya later love ya lots
I need to takemy ass to bed but i sat inthehottub andit woke me up but relaxed me a lot at the sametime i dont knows its wierd...im wierd...lol...goodnight!