and i just let it out
well this week's gonna blow. school starts a week from tomorrow and i still have three chapters of notes to take for world history. so me and kellie and lauren were going to meet at kellie's today and work on it. my mom started work this week but i couldn't find anyone to watch the kids today, so we changed it to being at my house instead of kellie's. when i called lauren this morning to tell her that it was at my house, she said that she'd have to tell her mom and that she'd call me back. thirty minutes later she called and said that her mom called kellie's mom and said that nothing would get done at my house because of the kids being around. (HELLO, we'd be in my room!!) and so, without even considering that this is the ONLY day i can do this, and that i can't get out of the house, kellie and lauren's mom changed it back to being at kellie's house. so kellie and lauren get to help each other and i have no idea what the fuck i'm doing and i'm on my own. i mean i am just so fucking pissed off, and don't think i'm a drama queen, because me and lauren have problems up to the ceiling in addition to this one. and because my mom (who is that person i usually confide in) isn't here for me to vent to, and because i'm just stuck in this house with no outlet for my anger-- i went up to my room, turned up my music REALLY loud and just danced like an idiot on my bed. it does wonders. -sigh- i feel much better. well thanks for reading i guess. ♥