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well saturday was sweetest day.. i got a dozen roses and a big stuffed doggy...from my wonderful boyfriend!!!!
i have been workin a lot latly ...and going to school to..that sucks big time.. Joey has been working midnights and i have hardley been seeing him which is really hard...tottally sucks. I know he cant help it cuz hes making money and all but it just bothers me that he works all the time... call me selfish whatever. I just miss how him and i used to be...where i could see him whenever and we would just be able to chill..now when i do see him everything is rush rush and its just all so confusing and complicated...i just wanna run away with him and so somewhere ..start over...just me and him. Things are going really good with my family and all that its just my friends and my job are stressing me out...and i feel so pushed away by Joey...that like maybe hes not telling me something.. oh i dont know therese me being parinoid....hes almost done with this job so i will be able to see him a lot more...so we will see how things are then....i mean im so happy with him and never want to lose him.. i just plain out miss him soo much... i miss my joey.....hopefully we get to spend wednesday together and then friday too...which will be good..we are supossed to go shopping...we went today too i bought a really cute shirt and a hoodie.. joey bought some cool shit too...im just sitting here waiting for joey to call me when he gets off work... but i should go to bed i have school in the morning... bright and fucking early...