so0o broken inside
my boyfriend cody today broke up with me for some stupid reason... i am just so0o sick of lies and fake love its so0o not worth it i have been broken hearted so0o many times now its not even funny i would be so0o suprised if i had any heart left...i thought love was something that is unconditional..... love isnt a feeling, or an emotion. Its not something that can be achieved at first sight. Love is a commitment to someone in spite of their faults to honor and cherish them forever. i guess i was very wrong... i just cant believe thins... i didnt talk to cody for one day and his feeling for me completely changed he said that i quote "i send u a message to tell u that we love ech other but u kno we cant work till were older were like holdin ech other bak frum great experiances and stuff i rele love u and that is why everday we get closer an im scared bout our future cause u kno we could end up not ever seeing ech other u dont kno how much i am crying rite now cause i think bout you evernite bot there is so0oo0 many things i worry bout in this relationship we shold stay 2gether if u wunna but see other ppl! i love u s0o0oo much but we cant work its juss s0o0o hard" if he really loved me then he wouldnt need anthing else i dont know why he feels that he is missing out on certain things the only thing he is missing out on is one night hook ups and pointless relationships that will break his heart but maybe that is what he wants... i only wanted him and he doesnt feel the same.. also what he hell we can be together and see other ppl that such bullshit i cant believe he even said that.. if you love someone you dont need anything or anyone else..im sorry but i am not gunna be someones on and off girl...i am just so0o tired of trying and i am so0o sick of my heart breaking..