im not a coward. just confused.

[lovdeve_haney]

im at a cross road.
two paths lay ahead of me.
i stood there contemplating.
day has turned to night,
i saw the first rays of dawn peeking over the horizon
yet i stood there, staring straight ahead.
thoughts whirring in my head.
these thoughts encircling my ankles, shackling my steps
preventing me from moving forward.
dare i take that significant step and find out?

i know i have to make a decision.
i cant stand there forever, trapped in my own fears.
but now, right now,
i just want to wallow in misery.