matters of my mind
im pissed. if u cant accept it, den b gone! seriously at this point of time, im questionning myself. did i make d right decision? shud i hv heed their warnings? i dunno. im confused.
if time cud tell, i'll wait for d time. but no, dis is sumting dat i hv to figure out myself. make d decision myself. but wat decision? dats d qn dat im agonizing over. haiz..
sumtyms.. i wonder whther i shud hv let go. den qn why?? will arise. why did i make dat decision? why did i not make dat decision?
dilemma dilemma..
y cant there b any peace? y muz u find fault wif everyting i do? im juz showing who i am nw, wen before i heed everyting u said.. nw wen im being myself, u dun like it? so wat am i suppose to do???
u said i changed, yes i changed to be myself.. nt d perfect girl dat u wan me to be. or shud i b dat perfect girl?
im reli confused nw. haiz
if time cud tell, i'll wait for d time. but no, dis is sumting dat i hv to figure out myself. make d decision myself. but wat decision? dats d qn dat im agonizing over. haiz..
sumtyms.. i wonder whther i shud hv let go. den qn why?? will arise. why did i make dat decision? why did i not make dat decision?
dilemma dilemma..
y cant there b any peace? y muz u find fault wif everyting i do? im juz showing who i am nw, wen before i heed everyting u said.. nw wen im being myself, u dun like it? so wat am i suppose to do???
u said i changed, yes i changed to be myself.. nt d perfect girl dat u wan me to be. or shud i b dat perfect girl?
im reli confused nw. haiz