Note 3: The DBSK fandom and the DBSK fangirl
yesterday was a dreadful day for our fangirling life. It feels like what happened in July happened again. The lawsuit was revived and we feel that the boys were mistreated. We were hurt. I was hurt. Because i felt cheated.
I don't know who to believe really, but i give my full faith on our boys. even if they will cheat on me, i will feel less hurt as i am now because i love them; it;s natural that i will believe in them.
i felt really disappointed at AVEX. after everything... if they were really like what we all think they were, then i say that they are worse than SM. Changmin was right for being rude to Max. I'm sorry min, i thought for a moment that you are a bad person.
AVEX used our emotions to feel like they were the good company while SME became what they really were. I felt bad at AVEX because after having JYJ revive their income, this is what they do. they income fell the first half of this year. and so they did everything to make JYJ work, promoting them here and there, having Thanksgiving Concert, releasing Best Album, releasing DVDs.... they are the worse to do that to our boys. and i felt really sad because i was one of the persons who actually believe that they will protect our boys.
Today, i will believe in the boys. Like i always will. Wherever they choose to go, for as long as it is decided by them and not by other people, then they have my full support.
My love for you goes on, and on, and on~