Its back
So my insomnia's back now Im not just medicating myself into sleep 24/7. Uh, I hate it. Im a deranged tired person all the time. Instead of just a deranged person.
Something hilarious happene the other day. I was talking to a girl I knew from uni and she says: "I dont know how you do it. You're always so put together. I wish I had the kind of assurance in myself that you do". Insane how the outside world perceive me really. Some random came up to me and told me I was beautiful and asked me out to lunch the other day too, and all I could think was that it was some big practical joke and that his friends were hiding round a corner. Which is bullshit, I guess, cos part of me knows that objectively, Im quite pretty. Uh, I dont know.
Something hilarious happene the other day. I was talking to a girl I knew from uni and she says: "I dont know how you do it. You're always so put together. I wish I had the kind of assurance in myself that you do". Insane how the outside world perceive me really. Some random came up to me and told me I was beautiful and asked me out to lunch the other day too, and all I could think was that it was some big practical joke and that his friends were hiding round a corner. Which is bullshit, I guess, cos part of me knows that objectively, Im quite pretty. Uh, I dont know.