My Nail Polish is SUPERMAN blue
Aren't we all afraid sometimes
sometimes we need something to help hold our head up
something to hold deep in our hearts
pull out, only in solitude.
Like a secret
A seed, inside, you incubate.
My nailpolish is superman blue.
It shines like the sun reflecting off his cape.
Or the material that klings to his killer biceps.
We all want a hero sometimes.
Thinking alot about fourth grade
when I think real hard I can almost remember it
the last year i was really a kid.
When was that? So long ago...
why does it seem like that?
Why does life feel tragic?
Normalize your life
twitch
your not normal
twitch twitch twitch
got ants in your pants?
A wandering mind? An unsatisfied soul?
Are you solomn? It's everything...
and we have a cure for that!
There's a cure for everything.
You can get it from a bottle.
-a prescription for anything
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The last time I stuck a fork in a socket I had an epiphany.
Now, one must wonder if I'm being honest but
What does it matter....something like that is sure to wake you up.
Especially if your stuck in a rut.
Question....who is god?
Answer?
stutters and coughs
no one quite knows what to answer.
an awkward silence ensues.
Some know the answer, or feel they do...but have a hard time giving their feelings words.
Some read from the Canon, or rather rely on the interpretation of a confederation of lies.
Oh sorry did that offend you?
I forgot, my religion is not real.
Early childhood.
Preschool.
Learning is fun, heres something new. Everyone else has God....who is he to you?
This is school....pray show me how you pray?
Let the new girl go first today.
PANIC
-How do you pray? I've never seen it in real life?
THE STARS SET IN
-I'm the only one who will ever know what THAT means
Stream of concious....
random...arbitrary..casual...fortuitous
GOD.Jehovah.almighty.creator.daemon.father.holy spirit. infinate spirit. lord. totem, soul, providence. power.man upstairs.idol
MOTHER?WOMAN?NATURE?
What happened to the circle?
Why is a circle bad?
The conotations of circular:
annular.dislike.indirect.oblique.round.
indirect.
Sneaky.tortuous.twisting.underhand.vagrant.complicated.devious.obscure.rambling.long-winded.meanderingambagious.aberrant
aberrant
abnormal.strange.unconventional.weird.deviant.freakish.mental.nonstandard.odd.psycho.different.errant.wrong
round
arched.bent.bowed.bulbous.coiled.curled.curved.domical.eggshaped.globose.rotund.curcular
rotund
ample.bearish.big.chunky.fatty.flabby.hefty.husky.plump.podgy.portly.roly-poly.stout.tubby.zaftig.buxom.pleasingly plump!
(i know everyone is wondering what zaftig is----having a shapely figure. The word origionated from the yiddish ZAFTIK meaning juicy; From German SAFT, juice. ---must be what we mean when we call a person of the opposite sex.....JUICY)
Tangents...sorry.
(Someday I will go back and seriously write that and it will come out a lot better....in due time---oh and its meant to be spoken outloud and with emotion. SLAM)
on the last note.....i believe people should have a liscence to have children.
SOME PEOPLE JUST SHOULDN"T BE PARENTS