someone.....

[lovableone97]

ok...hello everyone...i dont really think neone reads this nemore b/c i havent written in it in like 4ever, but who cares, i'm just gonna let my feelings out!i'm just plain sick and tired of ppl coming up 2 me and asking me or asking me and asking me on the internet about matt. "do u still like matt?" or "whats up w/ u and matt?" ok i really dont wanna answer u, but i will b/c i'm nice. u know, i think i'm over him, i know i'm over him, it's been 3 months since i've seen him, i'm completely and totally over him.then, i c him at our very first b-ball game and everything seems 2 change....it's not a feeling that i like him again...its just a weird messed up feeling. he flirted like he always does...and usually i fall 4 it, and i did. like i always do. i got so used 2 it 2 b/c i would c him all the time! i was like loving life! then, on september 24, all of that changed, b/c i realized wut an ass he really is. it was friday, the day of the BK game, where of course i had 2 go 2 b/c i had 2 cheer b/c it was catholic grade school night.i'm there having a good time, seeing all of my friends and ppl from my dance studio and talkin' 2 them, cheerin' w/ kirsten and alina(haha) and havin' an awesome time!then during half-time i get money from my mom and she said she wants a diet coke and i wanted a water and some reese's so i'm walking w/ kirsten,chrissy, and gaby 2 go get the stuff, and i c matt he's talkin' 2 some blonde girls, i dont remember their faces but neways, i thought he saw me but he didnt so i went back said "hey matt!" he looked at me kinda nodded and looked away...i was like okay then....but then chrissy comes up 2 me and shes like you'll never believe wut he just said, and i was like wut?, and she said that the girls asked him who i was and he replied "O, thats just my ex-girlfriend." and right when i heard that, that had done it, that had hit me in the wrong spot, and it had just set me off, but not in a rage, it almost did, but thankfully it didnt. i didnt c him or talk 2 him 4 the rest of the game, and i'm glad 2! since that happened, that has been the only thing that has been repeating in my head 4 the past 3 days, and it wont go away! i'm just really aggravated right now, and i prolly will b 4 a while, until i get this out, so...if i seem pissed off please dont ask me y! i just really hope that every other girl in the world who meets matthew weldon klinkenberg, figures out that he indeed is an ass-hole! emily- if ur reading this, i luv ya, and i really do wish that u make it through this, and maybe this might even help u, but i'm not sure! and i'm really sry about ur g-pa!truly i am! and no 1 tell matt about this please, b/c i would really like 2 talk 2 him about this in person, the next time i c him! thanks!

Luv ya bunches,
-Taylor-