Aug 04, 2002 00:46
well i jus got done crying my eyes out again! but not the same reason! --Evan-- he isn't coming home! i love him so much and now i will like never see him again! i really dont know how to deal with all this cus i wasnt prepared for it! i had so many plans for being with him and now they are all ruined! i guess now i have to get over him. but its gonna be hard becus like he was the only guy that really appriciated me! he brought my self-asteem up! bcus i thought he really loved me! but now i mean i have no one! but anyways life goes on! my friends are trying to comfort me and it is sorta helping! but i mean what can i say? I've liked evan for like 2 monthes now! and its weird bcus ive only like seen him twice! oh well... later!
xoxo-Tara