Drinking = Bad
There are few occasions where I drink and have a good time and feel good both the night of drinking and the next morning. Last night I wasn't supposed to drink that much but several of my friends came out and kept buying me drinks. I spent ZERO dollars, they spent 60 each... or more.
How can you spend that much on bars?
I also end up texting people I shouldn't or being needy. I show my true insecurities the next morning. The fact I don't feel good about a friendship and want them to be closer, the fact I feel very alone, the fact I am lonely, the fact I want someone to be there for me.
I don't want to be a needy drunk. I don't want to be texting people who have girlfriends and wanting them to be my friend while probably making their girlfriends feel bad. I don't want to make their girlfriends insecure. I'm the one who's insecure.
I should not drink. I need to be assertive in saying no, and more assertive in asking for JUST WATER.
I need to delete people's numbers and not give in to texting them. I need to just let my drunk friends go and get in trouble. Babysitting them makes me feel like crap for how they don't listen, complain, and bah...
How can you spend that much on bars?
I also end up texting people I shouldn't or being needy. I show my true insecurities the next morning. The fact I don't feel good about a friendship and want them to be closer, the fact I feel very alone, the fact I am lonely, the fact I want someone to be there for me.
I don't want to be a needy drunk. I don't want to be texting people who have girlfriends and wanting them to be my friend while probably making their girlfriends feel bad. I don't want to make their girlfriends insecure. I'm the one who's insecure.
I should not drink. I need to be assertive in saying no, and more assertive in asking for JUST WATER.
I need to delete people's numbers and not give in to texting them. I need to just let my drunk friends go and get in trouble. Babysitting them makes me feel like crap for how they don't listen, complain, and bah...