Jun 05, 2005 20:24
yeah, this morning i woke up to the telephone, well it was more like 5 in the afternoon and car car called me. i tried talking but it like... hurt to open my mouth very much or put like strain on it... so like my jaw really hurt and three and a half hours later it still does.
yesterday i saw nicholas and he gave me a beautiful ring and then a gold ring, fake of course, witha little heart and our birthstone in it. i still love the other ring better though....
SILVER>GOLD!
its true... lol he knew I'd like the silver one better, it has a little looking glass in it... reminds me somewhat of that book WICKED I read, and I liked that book, I feel like the wicked witch of the west soemtimes.
as for today, i'm in a horrible mood so don't push buttons because i've already bawled my eyes out and thrown a hissy fit with my sister who bruised my shoulder with her FOOT and wacked me with papers. She wonders why I'm always so tempted to beat her ass, I'll take now as the perfect exampleeee!!!!
anyway.....
fathers coming to take my sister to eat and then he's goign to come back and take me for desert. I'm hoping he'll stop at a gas station for me so i can get cigarettes because i need to smoke and calm my nerves horirbley.... today is a bad day, and that sucks...
love me>?