i don't know what to do anyyymore....
What's happened to Nicholas and I? We've been apart before, why is it that now he can't take it? And this time, he's the one who dumped me. How can he make me feel bad for not taking him back? Is it because I begged at his knees for him to love me, while he basically spat words of hatred towards me? It's strange when people say things that they don't mean... because then people like me lose their trust and give up. Then they look for comfort in someone who they'd suppose they would never like. Guess what? I like him, don't accuse me of love, but I'm not going to put him on the side lines because after three fouls Nicholas wants to suddenly get back into the game. That's not the way we play ball around here...
PiecesMended18o5: why did you post our conversation on your live journal?
witthapaSS1ionxx: cuz i can... lol
PiecesMended18o5: wow..
PiecesMended18o5: what's your link? i want to read it.
PiecesMended18o5: :-)
witthapaSS1ionxx: who told you it was on there?
PiecesMended18o5: carlye..
PiecesMended18o5: she was saying that she hates you cause' you tried hooking up with wheeler even though she likes him..
witthapaSS1ionxx: yeah, okay amber.
PiecesMended18o5: what!?
PiecesMended18o5: that's what she told me on the phone!
witthapaSS1ionxx: mmkay, well i'm not mean so i'm not going to tell you what basically everyone that i met said about you.
PiecesMended18o5: who did you meet?
witthapaSS1ionxx: brent, wheeler, nancy, molly, fernanda, andrew, angela, sammy, lauren, allyson, mike, and some other guy who i think was angela's boyfriend.
witthapaSS1ionxx: it was entertaining, since i never said one bad thing about you.
witthapaSS1ionxx: however they didn't ALLLLL talk bad about you.
PiecesMended18o5: me and brent don't talk. me and wheeler don't talk. me and nancy are friends. me and molly are friends. me and fernanda don't talk. who's andrew? i don't talk to angela. sammy who? lauren who? i don't talk to allyson. i don't talk to mike. & i don't talk to micro.
witthapaSS1ionxx: i dunno who they all were, but it seems everyones at least heard about you.
PiecesMended18o5: i know like all of them. they all used to be friends of mine..
witthapaSS1ionxx: ohhhh, that probably explains it.
witthapaSS1ionxx: oh well, you've got mike and that's all you need :-).
PiecesMended18o5: what?
PiecesMended18o5: i have friends..
PiecesMended18o5: :-)
witthapaSS1ionxx: i'm sure you do, i didn't say you didn't.
PiecesMended18o5: alright. so what'd people say?
witthapaSS1ionxx: i'm not one to gossip.
witthapaSS1ionxx: plus its probably stuff you've heard before.
PiecesMended18o5: lol okay.
PiecesMended18o5: because you're lying.
PiecesMended18o5: i'm sure it is, liz.
witthapaSS1ionxx: its kind of funny how you call everyone else liars, tehehe.
PiecesMended18o5: i'm a liar? lol
PiecesMended18o5: wow..
PiecesMended18o5: care to explain?
witthapaSS1ionxx: not really, since you wouldn't get it. you believe your lies.
PiecesMended18o5: haha, okay. righttt.
PiecesMended18o5: i don't understand you.. we were friends, and then you started being mean cause' of myspace.. OF ALL THINGS!
witthapaSS1ionxx: wait why was i mean cause of myspace?
PiecesMended18o5: you were bitching cause' i posted bulletins saying to add me..
witthapaSS1ionxx: no i wasn't mean, i asked you something, then you said everyone just left you comments and added to you... i wasn't bitching, i was proving my point that you do.
PiecesMended18o5: yeah.. i do leave bulletins.. & i've also met 1/2 the people on my list too :-)
witthapaSS1ionxx: ummm what does that mean hun? i've done the same.
witthapaSS1ionxx: its not like they all even like you lol.
PiecesMended18o5: oh wow
PiecesMended18o5: yeah, but they just have me on there.. right?
witthapaSS1ionxx: yeah, i have people i don't like on my list, lol its so people can check up on others and stuff.
PiecesMended18o5: that's not how it is..
PiecesMended18o5: i don't keep people on my list i don't like.
witthapaSS1ionxx: maybe not for you...
witthapaSS1ionxx: oh, then why am i still on it? lol
PiecesMended18o5: i'm taking u off now.. i'm on my edit friends
PiecesMended18o5: :-)
witthapaSS1ionxx: awww :-) so sweet, gives me less work to do.
PiecesMended18o5: aww yeah
PiecesMended18o5: go away now
witthapaSS1ionxx: you first hun :-)
homewood people are incredibly interesting.... not always in bad ways... not always in good ways...... my arm hurts... i must have pulled a muscle rock climbing... fuck....
PiecesMended18o5: why did you post our conversation on your live journal?
witthapaSS1ionxx: cuz i can... lol
PiecesMended18o5: wow..
PiecesMended18o5: what's your link? i want to read it.
PiecesMended18o5: :-)
witthapaSS1ionxx: who told you it was on there?
PiecesMended18o5: carlye..
PiecesMended18o5: she was saying that she hates you cause' you tried hooking up with wheeler even though she likes him..
witthapaSS1ionxx: yeah, okay amber.
PiecesMended18o5: what!?
PiecesMended18o5: that's what she told me on the phone!
witthapaSS1ionxx: mmkay, well i'm not mean so i'm not going to tell you what basically everyone that i met said about you.
PiecesMended18o5: who did you meet?
witthapaSS1ionxx: brent, wheeler, nancy, molly, fernanda, andrew, angela, sammy, lauren, allyson, mike, and some other guy who i think was angela's boyfriend.
witthapaSS1ionxx: it was entertaining, since i never said one bad thing about you.
witthapaSS1ionxx: however they didn't ALLLLL talk bad about you.
PiecesMended18o5: me and brent don't talk. me and wheeler don't talk. me and nancy are friends. me and molly are friends. me and fernanda don't talk. who's andrew? i don't talk to angela. sammy who? lauren who? i don't talk to allyson. i don't talk to mike. & i don't talk to micro.
witthapaSS1ionxx: i dunno who they all were, but it seems everyones at least heard about you.
PiecesMended18o5: i know like all of them. they all used to be friends of mine..
witthapaSS1ionxx: ohhhh, that probably explains it.
witthapaSS1ionxx: oh well, you've got mike and that's all you need :-).
PiecesMended18o5: what?
PiecesMended18o5: i have friends..
PiecesMended18o5: :-)
witthapaSS1ionxx: i'm sure you do, i didn't say you didn't.
PiecesMended18o5: alright. so what'd people say?
witthapaSS1ionxx: i'm not one to gossip.
witthapaSS1ionxx: plus its probably stuff you've heard before.
PiecesMended18o5: lol okay.
PiecesMended18o5: because you're lying.
PiecesMended18o5: i'm sure it is, liz.
witthapaSS1ionxx: its kind of funny how you call everyone else liars, tehehe.
PiecesMended18o5: i'm a liar? lol
PiecesMended18o5: wow..
PiecesMended18o5: care to explain?
witthapaSS1ionxx: not really, since you wouldn't get it. you believe your lies.
PiecesMended18o5: haha, okay. righttt.
PiecesMended18o5: i don't understand you.. we were friends, and then you started being mean cause' of myspace.. OF ALL THINGS!
witthapaSS1ionxx: wait why was i mean cause of myspace?
PiecesMended18o5: you were bitching cause' i posted bulletins saying to add me..
witthapaSS1ionxx: no i wasn't mean, i asked you something, then you said everyone just left you comments and added to you... i wasn't bitching, i was proving my point that you do.
PiecesMended18o5: yeah.. i do leave bulletins.. & i've also met 1/2 the people on my list too :-)
witthapaSS1ionxx: ummm what does that mean hun? i've done the same.
witthapaSS1ionxx: its not like they all even like you lol.
PiecesMended18o5: oh wow
PiecesMended18o5: yeah, but they just have me on there.. right?
witthapaSS1ionxx: yeah, i have people i don't like on my list, lol its so people can check up on others and stuff.
PiecesMended18o5: that's not how it is..
PiecesMended18o5: i don't keep people on my list i don't like.
witthapaSS1ionxx: maybe not for you...
witthapaSS1ionxx: oh, then why am i still on it? lol
PiecesMended18o5: i'm taking u off now.. i'm on my edit friends
PiecesMended18o5: :-)
witthapaSS1ionxx: awww :-) so sweet, gives me less work to do.
PiecesMended18o5: aww yeah
PiecesMended18o5: go away now
witthapaSS1ionxx: you first hun :-)
homewood people are incredibly interesting.... not always in bad ways... not always in good ways...... my arm hurts... i must have pulled a muscle rock climbing... fuck....