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Why is it... when you're happy the feeling can go away with just the look in someone's eyes, the tone in someone's voice, the expression on someone's face, the thought of losing someone..., getting into an arguement, the dissappointment in someone's voice, their face, and their eyes....why is it such a rude awakening?
Yet the feeling of being sad can last f o r e v e r or so it seems. It takes so much more to make you happy again, you need someone's comfort, someone's hugg, someone's smile, to hear someone's voice, to see your friends, to finally let go and cry, you need all of this just to make it okay again.
Why are the things you like, always the shortest to last, and the things that make you feel horrible there just lingering, and teasing you?
Right now. I just wanna let go. If I were to say I was okay, I'd be lying. But just to comfort you, I'm okay. I'm just stressing. and I want no one to worry, but I guess after reading this you will worry. I contemplated on posting this or not and I will/am. Why do I need to be depressed, when there are people going through things in their life worse then me? I h a t e t h i s.