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I had a nice talk with Josh Davis last night about distance relationships. i cant help but complain sometimes, it just gets so tough and i cant complain too much to ben because well...when we do talk, we gotta be good because we dont have time for bad talks. we only talk like once a week! this does not please me. i know he has to keep friends and stuff, but you cant put them before your girlfriend or your gunna lose her! the sadest part is that weve had this talk before and it was partly why i broke him with him before (just that i wasnt being a high enough priority and he wanst treating me well enough for a girl hes supposibly is "in love with") and i thought maybe it would be differnt, and it had been for a while...but now its same o same o. sooo umm basically hes never gunna change that, so the question is...do i deal with it for 3 more years and know that hes a lot better when hes comes home? or stop settling for something thats never gunna change? you cant change people...sucky! well i duno why im talking about this like im actually going to break up with him. i cant! i love him! and i know i do mean a lot to him, but why cant he just try harder with trying to contact me. i miss him, i cant go with not talking or seeing him...poopie. i had a nice talk with my aunt and uncle. they went through the same thing in college. and my uncle told me some good stuff, such as guys dont mature as fast as girls, if they dont see a problem they wont try to fix it, and some more goood stuff that makes sense. but still they were only 2 hours apart and he would come home at least 3 times a month...sooo i still got em beat...ahhh lol alright. im good now, its gunna be over in just one more month...hahaha thats so pathetic! love youuuuu

<3 Lindsay

Comment of the Day: All relationships take a lot of work, so you gotta think. is your partner work the neverending work?