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So today is FRIDAY!!! these past few days have been totally pointless. choir is on a tour, so my classes consist of 5 study halls, 2 movies, and a math class. I almost stayed home today, but nope i didnt. I cant breath because of my stupid throat and my stupid nose and my stupid cough. i hate being sick, it stupid!! Shhh dont tell ben cause hes coming home on sunday!! AND i get to go pick him on with either pastor moldenhauer or heather moldenhauer. (thats still soo weird to say) i love pastor, but i really hope its heather, 4 hours is just kinda a long time, i wouldnt know what to talk about with him! ooo man do you know how frickin excited i am? well i am, but then im also kinda bumming cause this might be the last time i see him before summer! ahhhhhhhhh thats just the most horrible news i think ive ever heard in my entire life. ahhhhhhhhhh poop. Im really things are getting better with us, for a while it seemed like we were broken up for good, and it was really weird to actually consider dating other guys, it just didnt really feel the same because i wasnt with ben. i dont know if thats a bad thing becuase im too attached to ben, or a good thing because im in love with ben. Even though things can really suck with him sometimes because of the arguements and all the crap that goes along with the distance, i know that we are stronger, whether we knew it happened or not, we stumbled into something very serious. At first it was just fun and giggly and goofy, but now we can have that, but can also be completly honest and really share eachothers lives with eachother. Its quite indescribable, but now i know that no matter what, hes never going to completely leave me. Ive let someone into my life that has made such a huge impact, it would be impossible to get over and forget. and thats just ggggrrreeeeaaattt.
Well so track is going good, i really enjoy it althought some days im really tempted to be lazy, i try my best to push it and do the workout like im supposed to. im not really all that sore either, just my calfes and ankle area, but cheerleading really did work my quads and arms, so thats a relief. all those one man stunts! whoo hoo. speaking of one man stunts...rebekah gets her cast of today! i finally got to sign it yesterday and i put lots of red and orange on it to liven it up. I hope she heals soon, i feel really kinda bad for her. its a good thing shes not going a spring sport, bc me, liz, and vikki coulda put a real big damper on that one...i love you girlie!!! i def need to have her over for another sleep over, shes one of the sweetest girls i know annnddd when she comes over it encourages me to clean my room...and welp, its kinda messy right now. eekkk!!
Umm what more can i say...umm well im going to the movies with my mom today. i bought her 2 movies passes and popcorn/pop pass for christmas and we are finally using them. thats kinda exciting, i wonder what she will pick out to go see. its just me and her at home for most the night. doug is at school, josh is at brandons, ethan is at jakes, and my dad is smoking cigars with a friend from our ex-church. whopppeee!!
Other than that, i wonder what i will do this weekend? anyone?? saturday i have absolutely nothing to do, and im sure none of my friends are planning on hanging out with me, so ill just sleep in, do all my enlish and then sit around and be lazy, unless....
Okie well there is only so much i can say, and i think thats about it. so for now, im outie!
<3 Lindsay
Well so track is going good, i really enjoy it althought some days im really tempted to be lazy, i try my best to push it and do the workout like im supposed to. im not really all that sore either, just my calfes and ankle area, but cheerleading really did work my quads and arms, so thats a relief. all those one man stunts! whoo hoo. speaking of one man stunts...rebekah gets her cast of today! i finally got to sign it yesterday and i put lots of red and orange on it to liven it up. I hope she heals soon, i feel really kinda bad for her. its a good thing shes not going a spring sport, bc me, liz, and vikki coulda put a real big damper on that one...i love you girlie!!! i def need to have her over for another sleep over, shes one of the sweetest girls i know annnddd when she comes over it encourages me to clean my room...and welp, its kinda messy right now. eekkk!!
Umm what more can i say...umm well im going to the movies with my mom today. i bought her 2 movies passes and popcorn/pop pass for christmas and we are finally using them. thats kinda exciting, i wonder what she will pick out to go see. its just me and her at home for most the night. doug is at school, josh is at brandons, ethan is at jakes, and my dad is smoking cigars with a friend from our ex-church. whopppeee!!
Other than that, i wonder what i will do this weekend? anyone?? saturday i have absolutely nothing to do, and im sure none of my friends are planning on hanging out with me, so ill just sleep in, do all my enlish and then sit around and be lazy, unless....
Okie well there is only so much i can say, and i think thats about it. so for now, im outie!
<3 Lindsay