A few of the reasons I want The Friggin' Manual.

Jul 08, 2009 13:38

Not that anyone ever RTFM but at this point I would read it...

1. I am going broke paying for this illness. Funny thing is a survey just came out today and people are worried they are going to go broke paying for cancer. No shit, Sherlock.

2. I have turned into a black and blue pin cushion from my new blood thinner. The needles on these syringes are HUGE! One side is swollen and bruised from ribs to pelvis because the VERY long needle hit a vein. The other side is slowly turning the same damn color.

3. I have lost way too much weight in the last few months.

4. I would like just one night where I can sleep through the damn night. Even the Xanax doesn't allow me to sleep anymore. WAY too much stress over finances, I think.

5. I have given up everything but basic cable and I am contemplating giving up the internet connection as well. Gotta save money somewhere.

6. I think the cell phone is the next thing to go since I cannot seem to get caught up on the bill. I think it's time for a disposable, prepaid cell phone.

7. Time to start selling furniture so I can afford all the doctor visits and the medications cause even with the co-pays, my medical bills are nearly two-thirds of one paycheck per month every month. And I only get paid twice a month.

8. Stop sending me to Moffit cause they keep telling me "Sorry but because of 'blah blah blah' we cannot do anything for you. Gee ... thanks for nothing.

9. Everything just sucks at the moment but I'll get over it sooner or later. But for the moment everything just sucks.

And I am not asking for ANYTHING ... just blowing off some steam before I go psycho and take everyone around me with me into Hell.
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