fur so soft it hurts

[loungeactor]

i uh..suck. alot this week. math test's at job interviews? thats a problem when you had to take 3 kalopin before you went in just to get through the door. i'm a "wreck" i think. it's starting to show in the way people look at me, and talk to me. I feel like an illegal immigrant parapalegic with a big stupid face and and unessesrally large thin hands. I stole some things from my job, got fired...yeah, i'm so smart sometimes. the good news is R. Kelly's Double Up was ABSOLUTLY worth getting fired. hell i might have had to quit anyway cuz i need to listen so much. At least i have more time to read. and write....i need to write more, i've been avoiding my guitar like a..welll
i cant find my journal ethire...with makes me feel very uneasy. anyone could have it...you'd know all my secrets!