dream psychosis

Apr 02, 2007 21:13

First i was at the parentals and got a phone call saying that these two serial killers had escaped jail and were coming to get me. So I was rushing around locking all the doors and shutting all he windows. Then I was trying to lock the laundry door and there was someone coming towards me from the garage. It was dark and I couldn't see who they were properly, and I couldn't get the lock to close. The person got near me and I was trying to scream for help but no matter how hard I tried all that came out was this quiet breathe of a scream. When the person got to me it turned out to be my cousin A.

I was at my room in the flat and overheard my cousin's A and S discussing what had happened and how I'd been acting all crazy and talking about outer space. They were discussing killing me and so I ran away. I got to this party where i was sitting on a couch and Duffy was choosing the music. He showed me his mp3 player. The girl who was holding the party (H girl from high school i spent no time with and only knew from sight) panicked cos a car was pulling up outside and it was her parents. They said she couldn't have a party while they were gone and so we all had to get out. We were all rushing out the back and went past her mum (lady from my psych course) who had been at the party too and didn't want her husband to know.

We were trying to get away unobserved so we were going slow so as not to make a scene. We went through these tall reeds, way taller than us and came out to this fairground setting. Was walking past this ride and this man kept popping up in front of the carriages on the track telling the people they were going to hell etc. It turns out it was like a christian camp thing. Was still trying to run away from people and nni told us we should all go on this ride. So she hopped on, then me, then Haz. It was like a plank/mat thing you sat on which rode on water and it went into this dark tunnel. There were lit up bits in the tunnel and the people on the mats could direct where they went. It was  a choose-your-own route ride. All the people in front of us went left but we crashed into the wall straigh ahead of us then decided to go right. It was extremely dark and I had a light somehow, sorta a torch and was shining it so we could see what was around us. We were in this dark submurged area, like a sewer. The sides had people-like things in caverns, that were a couple of stories up each side.

When got out of the ride ended up having an argument about the exisistence of god. I was denying God's existence because I'd been to outer space and there was no him. And so the view I could see was expanding to show where God wasn't. Went past the stars and the galaxy was inside an arcade game.
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