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i decided since i was in a writing mood to also add two more DAN inspired poems....one from a few months ago and one from 2night
A few months ago:
METAL INSIDES
Blackened to the Core
Fallacy of emptiness
Pumping lead of doubt
Through my entire body
Exuding flecks of metallic hope
Through the dungeon keyhole
On the rarest of occasions.
Hardened all around
Hatred of monotony
Circulating ambivalence
To the tip of every limb.
Refusal of appropriate looks
At its own inner visage.
Tightening every day
Drying and beginning to crack.
Resuscitation of the whole
Thawing the numbness
Of familiar icicles
Bringing back the slow but tumultuous
Beating of my heart.
Tonight:
Wish me away
Wish me off into another world
A world far from you and far from here
A world where I never existed
Pretend that you don’t know who I am
Pretend that you don’t care
Forget me into nothingness
Forget me deeply and truly
Do all of this for yourself
Do all of this to be happy
Act like it will make it all better
Act as if you were never hurting
Stop ignoring who I am
Stop your insultuous actions
Hope me into a daydream
Hope to wake up from this nightmare
Pray that you don’t remember my love
Pray for the strength to lose me
Ask me to be gone
Ask me to be dead to you
Listen to your fears
Listen to the laughter of old memories
Remember the god-awful days
Remember only the bad things
Keep all of it to yourself
Keep me holed up somewhere deep inside
Smile at my mystery
Smile at my disappearance
Move into a new phase of life
Move on.
im not in a very metaphorical mood 2night i just needed to put it all out there in some sort of controlled format.
A few months ago:
METAL INSIDES
Blackened to the Core
Fallacy of emptiness
Pumping lead of doubt
Through my entire body
Exuding flecks of metallic hope
Through the dungeon keyhole
On the rarest of occasions.
Hardened all around
Hatred of monotony
Circulating ambivalence
To the tip of every limb.
Refusal of appropriate looks
At its own inner visage.
Tightening every day
Drying and beginning to crack.
Resuscitation of the whole
Thawing the numbness
Of familiar icicles
Bringing back the slow but tumultuous
Beating of my heart.
Tonight:
Wish me away
Wish me off into another world
A world far from you and far from here
A world where I never existed
Pretend that you don’t know who I am
Pretend that you don’t care
Forget me into nothingness
Forget me deeply and truly
Do all of this for yourself
Do all of this to be happy
Act like it will make it all better
Act as if you were never hurting
Stop ignoring who I am
Stop your insultuous actions
Hope me into a daydream
Hope to wake up from this nightmare
Pray that you don’t remember my love
Pray for the strength to lose me
Ask me to be gone
Ask me to be dead to you
Listen to your fears
Listen to the laughter of old memories
Remember the god-awful days
Remember only the bad things
Keep all of it to yourself
Keep me holed up somewhere deep inside
Smile at my mystery
Smile at my disappearance
Move into a new phase of life
Move on.
im not in a very metaphorical mood 2night i just needed to put it all out there in some sort of controlled format.