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Mandy Moore is going to work in a movie with Scott Baio and she is going to hook us up to be married. That is reason enough for me to update.
I often wonder if I am anything to Fab at all. We don't talk to each other much, and we don't see each other like I want to. I'm just a dumb seventeen year old and he's a man. Sometimes I think his bandmates are putting him up to it and he doesn't really want to associate with me. I don't have the supermodel looks he usually go for in a woman and I'm not a size 2. I'm Louise, and even though that should be enough I don't feel like it. I feel really insecure when I'm around him and it makes me hold back. I want to be this perfect being for him, but I don't want to compromise who I am.
I often wonder if I am anything to Fab at all. We don't talk to each other much, and we don't see each other like I want to. I'm just a dumb seventeen year old and he's a man. Sometimes I think his bandmates are putting him up to it and he doesn't really want to associate with me. I don't have the supermodel looks he usually go for in a woman and I'm not a size 2. I'm Louise, and even though that should be enough I don't feel like it. I feel really insecure when I'm around him and it makes me hold back. I want to be this perfect being for him, but I don't want to compromise who I am.